Another sleepless night
sitting in the dark
the thoughts of you consuming me
wishing you were here
the thoughts of you get me by
knowing that your smell
or touch will get me high
knowing that the sound
of your voice will stop the pain
knowing you will
pull me out of the dark
knowing that you know
what I’m going through
i let my thoughts get ahead
they make me lose control
of my surroundings
but that moment
i hear your voice
it stops the thoughts
it makes the world vanish
all i can hear is you
all i see is me and you
You pulled me out of the darkness

A pool full of water can be free to roam
But when you first start, you stay close to home.
You kept me nearby, taught me all the rules
Showed me how to stay far from the fools
I stuck by your side until I learned my way
And now I remember, that was the day
The day you let my wings be free
You'd trusted in everything that you'd taught me
Watching from afar, with caution in eye
I still followed the rules as I waved bye-bye
You'd never been more proud to see
What an amazing young woman I'd come to be
With compliments around, you shook your head
You taught me well, rules followed, you said
But one day, upon swimming, I took a leap
And may have gotten myself in too deep
I did not drown, only splashed a bit
But you finally noticed and threw a fit
I didn't want you to forget all the great things I did
So when I leaped again, my splash small, I had hid
You noticed the waves ripple across the pool
You thought I'd taken you for some kind of fool
Now this rule I have broken, more than one time
My pool has been taken, no mistakes on your dime
I apologized in full, amidst every cry
Yet you still refuse, you still keep me dry
You forgot the one time I swam on my own
You now see me only as accident prone
I'm sorry for jumping, getting over my head
I should've listened to what you had said
But the more I swim, the more I learn
The more I leap, the more I yearn
One of these days, you will remember and see
That proud little girl, swimming away, was me.

This ones for you.
Remember that night you had the dream I died? You called me crying at 4am. I told you I loved you and I'm still here.
Remember that first kiss? I planned it for months and it surprised me even still.
Remember the first night sleeping next to me? I had never felt so safe with someone.
Remember when we talked about the future and stared at the ceiling for hours? The future ended to fast.  
Remember when you kissed me and told me it was just distance? That was the last time.
Remember when you took my heart and told me that's it? Can I have it back it's been months.
Well I remember sitting here dreaming about you everyday wondering if you are okay or how your doing. Still sitting with this hoodie on.
I hope life is going good.
This ones for you.

He kissed his fate on the lips and jumped.