I've hurt so many people in my life,
Every time I tried to fix things,
It would always backfire.

But now I know how to make things better,
Sometimes your actions are better than words,
Just be there for them and they will know you care.

Growth,
I had a hard time to do.

Change,
I never thought could be so hard.

I was a bad teen to my parents,
Getting in trouble,
Not caring what happened to them.

Hanging with the wrong crowd,
Smoking and taking bad things.

But then I changed my life around,
I went from being on the dark path,
To going to a military school and graduating with the second highest rank.

But then I came back to the same **** I was trying to avoid,
Sister doing drugs,
Mother verbally abusive,
And father that just don’t give a ****.

But I don’t let that bring me down,
I got new friends,
Ones that care about me.

You came at me,
I said “Do it I ******* dare you, you *******.¨

You said something that didn’t make sense,
Everything that comes out of your mouth doesn’t make sense.

You try to be intimidating and fight me,
But you forget I’m stronger and have more strategy.

I’ve survived more things than you,
You haven’t even lived life yet.

I was addicted to Acid,
Do you even know how it feels to have something control you?

Have you ever felt like you could leave this world,
And leave all your problems here?

But always come back,
And have to deal with the same ****?

Acid became a part of me,
And I loved it!

But I changed my life around,
And now I’m bigger and stronger than I ever was.

So tell me,
Do you really want to test my patience?

I’ll knock you on your ***,
Just to show you I’m not playing around.

So do it,
I dare you.

Come at me and find out what will happen,
But you can’t blame me for what will happen to you.

Because you asked for it,
It’s your fault that your on your ***.

I never thought that I would be there by your side,
You took my heart and made me fall out of the sky.
You told me you loved me and I thought you were right,
You gave me your heart and then you were mine,
But you took it back and gave it to some other guy.

I found about this, and found out it was my friend,
You told me you never wanted to hurt me,
But didn’t realize that you broke my beat.
My heart was fine, till you shot it, then it died,
Then I found someone who truly wanted to be mine.

You never were mine, because you told me fat lies,
It hurt me, I hope you do realize,
That if it wasn’t for me, you would never be with that guy,
I hope you realize my parents really liked you,
Because we’ve been through so much till it died.

I used to see a spark in your eye,
Everyday when you saw me,
It would light up like the night sky,
Until you saw that Atrocious guy.

I hope you realize that I noticed this,
The way you would pull him to the side,
You tried to be sneaky, but I am that guy,
Who notices when his girl turns sly.