i hate you
please don't ever say that
i still care about you
because
i can’t
tell yourself that
i have moved on
don't think that
my heart still beats for you
it was always true
because
i never had faith in us
it was absurd when you said that
i missed the memories
it hurt that
i even had the luck to meet someone like you
but i am relieved that
you were heartbroken
never have felt
my heart beats for you anyway
i just knew that
our stars are crossed
i was very upset that
you still liked me
and i didn't care whether
i did hold on to you
it's the sad truth:
i fell for you in the first place
but i can clearly remember
i got over the guilt
it would be great if
you didn’t look back
it hurts me deeply that
i really liked you
because it's pretty obvious that
i hated you
it's not true that
my own soul was scarred,
but i know
I had thought with uneasiness,
“i did this to you
i ruined you”