There comes a time when you have to stop trying to be around someone who'd rather be alone.....constant rejection kills your spirit...

i tried to find
a song
a poem
a piece of art
something, anything
that felt like
or sounded like
you

i looked
and searched
asked
and wondered
yet no matter what
i tried
there was nothing
that came close

for you
my platonic soulmate
are one of a kind
a light in the dark
warm, soft
kind, loving
selfless
a best friend

i couldn't find anything
because
nothing
nothing is like you

If all life meant for me to do was smile,
I'd spend the rest of mine making coffee.

In tatters
My heart
still beats

How it
can be so
is a mystery

Dragged through
the streets like
a dog

For all to see
Ragged and
betrayed

Left on
the side
of the road

To die
But it lives
purportedly

You are the only place
I want to be, covered
in your halo of celestial
beams, flowing on the walkways
of wonderful waves, inhaling
phenomenal breezes and seas,
the stillness around you
staying close to my heart,
telling me that we will always be

where should I hide
my love.

while I'm dying for
you to notice me,

you said that it
better to be kept
inside

rather ruin the beauty
of what it is now.