Lila: Poems

Lila Oct 2018

My darling daughter,
Oh how proud you make me
With every day you grow so big
So smart, so funny and full of wit
But when all is said and done
You are my perfect slice of heaven
As I am your safe haven
After all you are my heart in physical form

I love you more than you could ever imagine N x

#love #heart #mother #daughter #unconditional #heaven #haven

Pot. Kettle. Black

Lila Jan 2019

***. Kettle. Black

Hypocrite.
Bipolar.
Soul destroying.
One rule for you, another for me.
***. Kettle. Black.

The words I wish I had the courage to say when you carve away at my soul one word at a time.

When words hurt more than actions. The words you can never take back.

#words #complicated #heartbreak #love #hate #crazy #stupid #hypocrite

Snapped

Lila Nov 2018

Snapped

Today I snapped
All that tension that was built up
It bubbled over
It erupted
It exploded
I snapped...
And so did every vessel in my blood stream
And so did every heart string
And so did every bit of hope
I snapped...
But now I'm empty
And broken
And lost
I'm snapped.

#love #numb #life #heartbroken #lost #broken #heart

So sick

Lila Oct 2018

So sick

So sick of crying myself to sleep
So sick of being made to feel weak
So sick of never being enough
So sick of being emotionally abused
So sick that it might be time to leave?
No, I guess I will just wait and see...

Stuck between love and sense.

#love #loveandwar #life #struggle #emotions

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