Have you ever want to disappear but not die?
Ever want to leave but don't go?
How can I do this without losing me?
What do I do?

I can't leave but I don't want to stay
I feel lost in my own skin
I don't feel my heart anymore
I feel like a sin

Can I escape from these feelings?
Can I not be me anymore?
Can I run and not stop?
Can I stop being sore?

Why can't I be the one people want?
Why can't I be what I wanted?
Why must I stay?
Why must I be haunted?

I won't leave
I'm not done
I will stay
But one day I'll be gone

My pain will be gone
My poor and tired soul will be gone
My light will be gone
But yet I will remain

Until then I will not be gone

I was lost
You found me
I met you
You saw me
I liked you
You liked me
I kissed you
You saw us
I fell for you
You loved me
I got hurt
You lied
I gave you everything
You took it all
I saw girlfriends
You saw friends
I broke
You said sorry
I forgave you
You wondered
I stayed strong
You questioned
I was happy
You gave up
I loved you
You tried
You left
I cried
I rebuilt myself
I am not giving up
I am still here
I am stronger now
You are gone
Goodbye

You will make magic
that no one thought could be made.

I
will
never
leave
you
because
I
am
your
friend.

Everyone
has
a
story
it's
just
depends
on
where
you
start

We all say goodbye
but don't really mean it

I'm sorry that I took your crayon
I'm sorry that I spilled the drink
I'm sorry that I didn't do my homework
I'm sorry that I couldn't go to the party
I'm sorry that I was with my boyfriend
I'm sorry I didn't text you
I'm sorry he broke up with you
I'm sorry that you have to do the grade again
I'm sorry I wasn't at your graduation
I'm sorry I was crying because he left
I'm sorry that I got mad at you
I'm sorry, I can't marry you
I'm sorry, she didn't make it
I'm sorry I'm leaving you
I'm sorry, but you're dying
I'm sorry I wasn't there more
I'm sorry for saying I'm sorry

People
may
leave
you
physically  
but
they
never
leave
your
mind.

I've
waited
15
years
for
now,
I
can
wait
a
bit
longer

it haunts me, hates me
it will never leave or disappear
it will be with me, consume me
it will become me and my very own fear
it will make me cry
and make me want to die
Silence is me
Others hear laughter and song
I hear nothing
and I never will
I will never be able to sing along

I will never stop fighting for freedom!
I won't give up on the good!
I won't ever stop standing!
I am as strong as strong can get!
Don't stop the fight!
Don't back down!
Make them back off!
Be the winner to your fight!
Don't give up on yourself!
I won't give on anyone!
I will never give up on you!
Don't give up on yourself!

My friend has disappeared
He is a good and noble friend
I wish he could just reappear
I really don't want this story to end
I will play my flute in a marching tune
and sing my songs up to the moon
If you can hear me my friend
please just tell me this is not the end

I
may
not
have
the
strength
to
hold
on
to
the
people
I
love
but
I
have
the
strength
to
them
go

Lay down on your head
Although nightmares may be painted red
there is good in the bad
but there is bad in the good too
So dream a dream of silver and gold
Dream a dream worth saving
Dream a dream for you
Dream a dream for the world
But dream the one dream
that is worth saving

I have been in too many wars
I am done being the puppet master
I am done with making them dance
I am done with murderers and demons
I am done with fighting for the wrong side
I am done with losing all my pride
They can hunt me down and **** me
They can **** me freedom
but
I am not going to fight for the wrong
I am not going to fight for the Grim Reaper
I am done with the suffering
I am done with bloodshed
If they want to keep fighting
they will have to do it without
the puppet master
I am done

The world's fuel
and the reason we live
but some can not see that this
Is so important
But at the end of life
there is always death
but at the end of death there is life
so live your life to the extreme

Death is not
a bad thing
death is life
and death will
die too but
the memory
of all of those
who are gone
will never die

Like a angle with a hallow heart
Our love is too strong
For any fool to separate us
Even if our luck runs out
There is no question
that soon I will join you
In that bay
Where I gave you that Silver Ring