Raven Blue

"Rain rain go away...." this is what most people say;
But for me I want the rain to stay.
To comfort me as I fall apart;
And make me stay if I want to depart.

#blue #sadness #loneliness #lonely #alone #sad #anxiety #depression #pain #emptiness

Raven Blue Jul 2020

Untitled

It's raining;
It's beautiful
I'm crying;
It's painful

#depression #pain #loneliness #blue #sadness #anxiety #alone #lonely #emptiness

Raven Blue Jul 2020

Magic Spell

:Are you okay?
No, I'm not.
:Why?
I just feel lonely.
:Then what do I have to do to make you fine?
Just tell me the magic spell.
:Magic spell? What spell?
The magic spell. The spell that can comfort someone.
:It's okay. Don't worry you have me. You're doing great and you're awesome. Just be yourself.

#depression #pain #loneliness #blue #sadness #anxiety #alone #love #crying

Raven Blue Jul 2020

October

"October"
It was in October, a cold blue night.
I heard news from my friend that I could barely talk with delight.
For a moment, my heart stopped;
And my mind was blocked.

Questions keep circling in my mind.
I was locked up in darkness and begin to become like a blind.
I was blind in love and care;
And my soul almost died in thin air.

Why did she died?
I keep asking this question and feel horrified.
I tried my best to accept the truth;
And now, If I say I'm totally fine, then that would be a lie.
I still want to see her and tell her that she is very important to me and to my youth.
It was in October, the day she died.

I dedicate this to my idol who is a very important person to me. She is my strength and she inspired me a lot.

#idol #pain #sadness #blue #loss #inspiration #grief #greiving #tears #death