humans are weird
each in their own
special snowflake way
but you're still a freak
and you won't get
to bury a car
with the other snowflakes.

I have been told
Twice
By two different men- that I am the most defensive person they’ve ever met.
My skin too thick and my tongue to sharp
(I am supposed to be easy and soft.)
But those men didn’t tend to the garden of my mind or flesh.
They never sowed the seeds I have spent years tending
Or even tried to open the gate I have built with my calloused hands.

Do not judge this mind if you aren’t willing to ******* soul.
There are roses here that don’t need any other hands to prune.
And never forget-
I am of the moon and stars.
The rivers of this body don’t need your approval.
I was never meant to be the clay molded in your hands.

Two Ones two O's
two infinity symbols/
beyond that
never is forever
a perpetual discontinue/
a  critical crescendo
Can it be that it was
all so simple/
A difficult indefinite
A decadent individual/
More to lessen
when the lessons
Goes spherical/
What comes must go
Disregard the scenario/
In spite of facing the
Ever so unbearable/
Imperial
Regardless/
I un expected the unexpected/
I was endowed with/
this meticulous weapon/
the correspondent/
It came in a different direction  
Not Money
Diamonds, jewelry and necklaces/
As you would expect it/
Rather verbs, nouns,
adverbs and ad-ject-ives/
My ob-jectives are selective
For I now know what my quest is/
I'm just the messenger
Please don't **** the message/
To your respective
Much time invested/
If I just reach one
That's a considered successes.

Sometimes I go in
too deep just to see if you
still feel any pain.

The wince on your face,
the sudden drawing of breathe.
Timeless everything.

Sometimes lovely and
maybe just another kink
to get through a night.

I spent
34.560.000 seconds
576.000 minutes
9600 hours
400 days
57 weeks and 1 day
missing you.