Isabelle Emily

Isabelle Emily Oct 2019

But in another time or place, things could have been different.
I think I loved you but I cannot give an accurate response since I am inexperienced in such things
Oh what a shame, things could have been different,but honey life isn't as simple as , one,two, and three
"All I do is lose but baby all I want is to win," is no better understanding of the feelings lingering now
Life doesn't play itself out to be that way, and honey I hold no resentment, I hold no anger, and I find no blame in you, and neither in myself
I will allow myself the time to regain composure and continue forth
I never expected forever from you, I simply longed for the now.
But that isn't what you want, and honey that's okay
In another time or place, things could have been different, but for now they'll remain the same
And honey, that's okay

Rejection.

#heartbreak #confession #love #loved #rejection

Isabelle Emily Sep 2019

#ForYou

Ever sweet and ever loving-
The times were ever changing.
Malicious and fearsome-
The times were dense with resentment.
Tainted and taken;
Downward and mistaken.
Disillusions and inner turmoil-
Took control and destructed with mayhem.
The ever loving and sweet things were long forgotten,
And twisted and made rotten, through the illusions you’ve spoken.
The question remains, what have you to gain?
Perception has been warped and lies wired and reword with the intention to disarray.
The cloths of fabrication wrap perfectly along your body.
The deceit.
The resentment.
The lies;
The ill intentions-
have coveted the means for resonance and rehabilitation
In the sense of self preservation-
In the sense in which you lack and cannot maintain.

If you know then you know

#tiktok #truths

Isabelle Emily Jan 2019

Love(d)

I loved you
before I loved
myself
And now
that you're gone
I know
where I went wrong
.

#confessions #love #loss #missingyou #thoughts #truth

Isabelle Emily Oct 2017

Beautiful: adj. pleasing the senses or mind aesthetically

I'm beautiful.
I'm beautiful because I said I am.

I'm beautiful because my eyes crinkle when I throw my head back and laugh boisterously at a stupid joke I made myself.

I'm beautiful when I smile lazily and my double chin peeks through the polaroid that effortlessly captures my features.

I'm beautiful because, after many years of being told I don't fit into the spectrum of socially accepted beauty, I laughed and told them to *******.

I'm beautiful because all the years of self-loathing and self-doubt erased the moment I said I'm beautiful.

I'm beautiful and there isn't a soul alive who can convince me otherwise.

just a reminder.

#feelgood #feelings #beauty #selflove #care #beautiful #poems #expressions #love

Isabelle Emily Jun 2015

Just Go

I insist you go
Go, somewhere far
Somewhere wide.
Let it not matter where
But why.

Live not in fear
But in retribution

Let it be known you have grown
Course through the river
Adjust the sails

Go somewhere
Somewhere far

Not where
But why.

Isabelle Emily Jun 2015

Can't

She can't deny it anymore
She hates who she's become
So weak
So pathetic.
What a ******* shame
Can't seem to do much, other than complain.
Can't seem to express much, only knows how to contain
She's lost that light
The one that marks her from the rest
She' shone bright
Now
She can't do **** right.