I never felt like I belonged to anyone, or in anywhere.
I always had this feeling that i'm on my own, abstracted from all my surroundings.
Floating alone.
Detached from where I'm living.
I carry my soul & my body.
And I just wanted to feel for a moment, for a small amount of time that I belong somewhere, with someone.. because this feeling has taken over me to the point I'm afraid i'm losing myself.

I always loved seeing her smile.
Her smile could make cold hearts melt.
Her smile will make you smile back no matter what's your status.
Her smile, oh her beautiful shiny smile.
But that day, I noticed.
Her smile wasn't reaching her eyes.
Her eyes weren't shining anymore.


And that's when I knew that I lost her.

‪The truth is, even though I was drowning in my misery. I never wanted to get out of it.‬

‪It was all I had. ‬

I was merely a stardust, while you were there. A sun. Shining in all of your glory. surrounded by all those planets. There isn't a spot for me to shine through. To have a glimpse of your light. But I guess that's my destiny. As a stardust one day i will form a star. Then maybe, just maybe I'll be able to glow around you.