I stopped writing
Because the only thing
I wrote about was you
You filled my mind.
You left blue paint
On my yellow walls
Left notes
All over my desk
Left tears
In my carpet
You left marks
On the Windows
In paintings were you
In mirrors too
In books
And words
And letters
Were you,
I saw you everywhere
I replayed your record
More times than i should've.
I replayed your record
But you seem to have played me
Instead
I stopped writing,
Because my reality became my words,
My words became my reality,
You molded my thoughts like playdoh
And shaped them into knives.
You split my heart in half
YOU! Split my heart in HALF!
You... Are no longer present
You... Is no longer present
She
Was the reason I stopped writing
She
Reeled me in and tossed me back
Like a fish
She
She
Is not the reason I've started to write again
He is
He brought me up when she kicked me down