a friend of mine
said that time
is precious

maybe
that is why
I spend it more
on the people
I care about.

Can I hug you?
Can I hold your hand?
Can I say I like you?
Can I ask for your hand?

Will you ever look my way?
Will you choose to stay?
Will I be able to say these things?
Will I be able to express these feelings?

HIGH  and low,
I'll be with you.

LAW of attraction,
slowly brought me to you.

VIEW life through your eyes,
as the sun and moon set and rise.

SAW you just yesterday,
but I miss you like the last time I saw you was in May.

MATCH hopefully made in heaven,
together we'll walk in the garden of Eden.

quickly say the words in CAPS,
try to utter each word without any gap.

I may not be always in touch but,
-HIGH LAW VIEW SAW MATCH-

when light is gone and night is deep
she appears at night when I'm asleep

she touches me with hands cold as ice
she looks at me with those blood red eyes

and now that the moon turns crimson red
she drinks my blood as I lie in bed

oh dear.... I'm a walking dead.

Sitting still
in the middle of the room.
I lay quiet  as I whisper every word.
The plain walls and floor as my witnesses,
as I speak of pain and hesitation, a deep sigh for every story I mention.

When you're in front of me
and as I look into your eyes,
I get lost and no words come to mind.
But the smile on my face will tell you everything.

I miss
being with you
talking to you
laughing with you

I long
for your smile
for your embrace
for your presence

I wish
for a moment with you
for a chance to love you
for a life with you

If only
I knew what you want
I could hear your thoughts
I could feel your emotions

Then I can stop
myself from hurting you
myself from making you sad
myself from throwing my heart at you

I'm sorry I was selfish

if only my eyes could capture images,
I'd have a gallery of you through my stolen glances.

I miss those precious little moments
the casual talks and small chats
the sweet smiles and simple glances
the way we were before the awkwardness

I take all the chances I can get
Thanking God that we have met
Like tangent lines, our pair of hearts
Will just meet once and be eternal apart

I miss you o precious one
I'm sad that my time with you is done
Thank you for the memories almost forgotten
Those precious moments with you even though it was stolen

It was an accidental meeting
We ran into each other while jogging
I can't believe the beauty I am seeing
"are you an angel?" I must have been daydreaming.

I want to watch you while you're sleeping
then disappear when you wake
I want to care for you while you're dreaming
then in the morning, my leave, I will take.

I wish to hold you in my arms
but my feelings must be hidden
you enchant me with your angelic charms
yet a relationship with you is forbidden

Why did it have to be
on opposite sides, both you and me
how cruel life can be
letting us meet then separate us for all eternity.

Nine years ago...

I met her...
We fell in love with each other...

But we must not pursue this feeling, we told ourselves.
We chose to be the best of friends instead.

One year ago...

she called me,....

"I have to tell you something.... I wasn't able to tell you the last time we met..." she said.

I jokingly replied, "what is it? are you getting married?" then I laugh softly.

Then the next words I heard stunned me.

"YES, in the next two months." she said.

then came the day of her wedding...

I went to the church.
As I was entering, I looked at the altar, and there she was.
for some reason she turned her head and saw me standing there by the door.
She looked at me and smiled... It's like she's saying,,
Friend, I'm so happy right now.

Then I walked to her and gave her a hug.
The last hug I could ever give her.
For all these years, She's been inside my heart
and now I must move on for she is happy now with another man.

Someone asked me..

"have you ever worn a ring?"

"I haven't, not even once." I said

"But why?" my friend added.

For the only ring I will wear
will be the one given to me by that person
who will be with me in front of the altar
as we exchange our vows and accept each other as partners in life.

Standing on top of the mountain tonight
Embracing the cold breeze of the evening air
Basking myself under the seductive moonlight
Enjoying the magical lighted plains within my sight

I looked up at the starless sky
Saw only half of the moon
Then I thought, half just like me
Where in the world my other half could be

But with the promise of time
Like this heart of mine
The luminous moon will be complete
I guess one day soon, our fate will meet

just a sound of your voice
and a storm begins to calm

just a touch of your hand
and I'm enveloped by warmth

just a moment of your time
and the whole world seems to stop

just a glimpse of your smile
makes me believe again in love

"This time I'll be sweeter"
this time? Why not before?
before, when you had all the chance...
and now you're here... coming back to me....
to me, whose already taken a step forward and have move on.

"this time I'll be sweeter"?
It could have been before... but you chose later...
I've given everything you ever wanted..
But you just took me for granted....

The moment you stop trying
is the moment you fail

The moment you stop believing
is the moment you fall

The moment you stop living
is the moment you die

The moment you start forgiving
is the moment that you're free

The moment you start worshiping
is the moment that you're blessed

The moment you start loving
is the moment God's will is continuing.

I
would
go
back
in
time
over
and
over
again

just to be with you.

dining out in an old cafe
just ordered one bitter sweet latte
writing notes for a new black and white
finding inspirations, I want to make it right

a moment later, a girl passed by
I began to blush and became a little shy
She's like an angel that came down from heaven
It's too good to be true, to me, her name was given

then I heard a faint voice calling me out
it was my room mate beside me giving me a sudden shout
then all of a sudden everything turned white into dim...
then I realized, it's already morning..I was just having a silly dream...

I don't know why
I like your smile
I like your laugh
So much that time seems to stop

Our little talks
with the way you look
my heart skips a beat
you swept me off my feet

moments with you
if you only knew
my heart speaks your name
I hope you feel the same

I want you to know
That this much is true
This is my secret
To the Beautiful You.

I have a treasure box full of wonders
inside it is something incomparable to others
you may be mistaken, for it's not gold or silver
what's inside are the memories of us together

"Tell me and I'll obey"
"This is my greatest sacrifice"
"Trust in you and not myself"
I will trust in You...
even if all hope seems to be lost...
I will keep my faith...

just a smile and the rain is gone,
trust in Me and We'll have some fun
try and let go and experience a new beginning
more blessings, the Lord will be revealing

a beautiful lady born from the east
tamed the heart of this locked and lonely beast

her innocent smile and kindhearted actions
began to stir his long forgotten emotions

days have passed and seasons have changed
His heart broke free from his cursed chains

He then decided to give his feelings a try
to love this beautiful lady like a normal guy

over time, the two of them have grown closer together
it was almost a fairy tale with a happily ever after

but then it was a moment that was barely borrowed
for a knight shot the beast through the heart with a silver arrow

as the beast was lying on the ground and dying
the beautiful lady from the east, she was crying

and before death came to take the beast away forever
his pierced heart turned into a beautiful red flower

after that, what happened next, no one really knows
for it was a story I uncovered underneath a rose

I keep wondering,
When will you hear my voice?

The smile in your lips
Lifts the sadness in my eyes

The touch of your hands
Calms the shaking of my mind

The sound of your voice
Gives melody to my ears

The look in your eyes
Gives excitement to my soul

The way that you are,
Captures my heart and all

The way you are
and with all I am

I don't have much to offer
but a sincere and loving heart.

I'm glad I met you
even if unrequited, I'm so happy that I've fallen for you.
this silent feelings of mine towards you
I'll keep it forever in my heart,
it will be my secret to the beautiful you..

Something came up,
It's gonna be rough,
Need to put my head in the game
May never be the same

Is it going to end?
Even that I don' know when.
So Until then,
I will rest my pen.

I knew that it would hurt, but I didn't expect it to hurt this much

I don't know if you can read this.
let's talk please.

Come and make my heart your home

waiting for the rain
want to stop the pain
have to break the chain
please let it rain

Please let rain crash down on me

You are so beautiful it hurts

sometimes it's just a poem
sometimes it's not
sometimes it's personal
but you know I can't tell you that

when you read my writings,
I hope you feel something
I hope you can see the image I'm portraying
because every time I write, I pour out my emotions
cause I believe, Poem are like bridges, it creates connections

Rose indeed have thorns
But it's a risk I'm willing to take

If I wish to have that rose,
I must accept that it comes with thorns

And I think it's what makes it beautiful

I can't stop smiling when you're around
With every glance, It feels like I'm off the ground
If only I could stop the time when I'm with you
I'd cherish every moment that I have with you

but just like everything else
there's two side of a story
once, I can hear some ringing bells
the next, there's only me and no one else

I don't know how long this will last
this unknown bond between the two of us
Night and Day I used to wonder,
is it enough to make good memories, I wish to know the answer

you make me smile, you make me laugh
you make me hope, you make me wish
you make me dream, you make me wonder
you make me feel that you're God's answer to my prayer

From that day on,
every drop of rain
reminds me of you

every memory I have of you
sweet and bitter
happy and lonely

every time it rains
I want to be under it
I want to be drenched by it

Every time it rains
it washes away the pain
it removes the loneliness

Every time it rains
I can drop down on my knees
and shed my tears

I can pour everything out
every time it rains

Fate brought me to you
But I was too late

Everything ended before I can even begin
but what do I do, I'm in too deep

Whenever you are near
My heart smiles and cries at the same time

My unrequited love...
I'm loving while my heart is breaking

I was so happy when I met you
I really do...

I have one request though...
I want to dance with you... under the rain..
enjoy the moment while it last..

I thank God everyday that I found you
even if I can't be with you...

It's raining heavily again tonight
let me sit beside you and hold you tight
let me lighten the burden hidden in your cries
let me take away the sadness written in your eyes

Give the best wherever you go.
Give a smile
Give kindness
Give thanks
Give love,
and give without expectation of return

I saw your reflection on the glass of the door
your long black hair that flows like a river
your bright red lips as beautiful as a flower
your soulful eyes that can bring warmth to winter

Then I turn at you and met your eyes
That sweet sweet smile, I was mesmerized
Your angelic voice got me hypnotized
Your very existence got me magnetized

it's really hard to hide these things
when in my mind I can hear you sing
How could I stop myself from loving you
when every heartbeat of mine belongs to you

looking at you makes my heart flutter
ordinary days becomes so much better

roaming around the place just to get a glimpse of you
endless chitchat even repeated ones become quite new

now I know my reason for being here
zodiacs foretell I shall meet you when time is near

after a while of being with you
I realize that what I feel is true

respect, appreciation, concern and love
are the greatest feelings for you that I have