not going to lie,
i'm a bit disappointed

i know you like to think you've got me all figured out
but that's so far from the truth
and i'd like to remind you
that all your assumptions are baseless and false

we were in this together
but it seems to me
that we've fallen apart.

I've woven so many words
into these sheets in hopes
that someday it will be enough
to keep me from falling apart.

i feel so alive
so caught up in the moment
i forget how to try
it's all just genuine
it's all amazing
for now

before i go back home
before i leave
before i realize i have nowhere
i can truly call my own
i'm so caught up in the drugs i forget
i'm just alone in the world
it's all about now
its all about escaping all the things that i've been through

i forget how to live
without the vicodin
mixed with ***** and ***
i forget how to live without supplementary help