I wrote this for you

I'd be lying if I said you're most beautiful I've ever seen
I'd be lying if I told said you're the smartest girl I know
I'd be lying if I said I didn't have any other choice but you
But you see the way love is set up...

It was something about the way you talked
The way you walked
The way you thank
The way you believed
How you were so optimistic about every little thing

It was your smile that sparked this raging fire that burns in my soul
Your eyes that nurtured the flame that could of easily went out of control
Your personality that kept dragging me back to beg for more
It was just you, something I could bare forevermore

I have watched from the moon scanning the earth a thousand times
Attempting to find the perfect girl to call my own
But every girl I thought to be the one just stomped on me
As if I was nothing more than duck tape to cover their wounds

But not you...
You made me realize a new truth
Uncovered a hidden path that was right in front of me
Made me believe that I actually had a future

When with you it felt as if my eyes were open for the first time
As if I were flying in the wind with snow white wings
I actually felt free from the chains society placed upon me
No cage could ever hold me again

So I ask now with great pride and dignity
Would you spend the rest of your life with me
As husband and wife
As one being

Why should I care?

When it's easy just to give up.

Why must I sit in the darkness?

When the light is just over there.

Why do I always smile?

When all I want to do is cry.

Why am I still breathing?

When I just don't care any more,
            
                     WHY?

Pen me a thousand verses
of hatred, of love, of peace;
pen me a thousand verses,
o'er those clouds of sorrows.

Pen me a thousand verses
to sail the ocean of emptiness,
accept failures of bygone days,
for there is always tomorrow.

Cry the most beautiful pain,
pen a thousand verses again;
shadow of fears will then end,
moon will illumine the night.

Pen verses for a heart to mend,
profound words are explained,
'nother chapter of life will begin;
pen verses of the journey's fight.

I stand on the promises made
To sin no longer am its slave
For me His all is all He gave

"In this I have to thank My Savior"

For me is why He came to die
For me is why He sacrificed
For a lowly sinner such as I

"So in this I have to thank My Savior"

As He hung upon that tree
All the while with thoughts of me
Him being my greatest need

"For in this I have to thank My Savior"

On the third day He arose
Drawing deaths sting to a close
All in Heaven rejoice for they know

"Why in this I have to thank My Savior"

In Him I fully put my trust
To follow no matter what the cost
For He has found what once was lost

**"And in this I have to thank My Savior"

Can we just talk about nothing?
Don't know if I'm ready
To go yet

Don't know how to keep you
here
around me

Can't we just talk about nothing?

Silently
Speaking

Silently
Screaming

Life without a meaning
But with a meaning
Meaning nothing

Can we just talk about nothing?
Don't go yet
What does it mean
to say nothing
I don't know yet

But the feeling in my head
Makes me wish I wasn't dead
But I wanna be dead
But I don't
Wanna be dead yet

I wanna talk about nothing.
I wanna feel nothing.
I don't want nothing.
Nothing wants me.

I can't ask for nothing,
What does it mean?
It can't mean nothing.
It has to be something.
Anything is everything.
Why does everything
feel like nothing
to me.