I still smile;
Despite of the hurtful non-verbals you're showing.
I still believe on you;
Even though it seems you're already stabbing me by your hurtful non-verbals.
I'm staying;
Because I care.

and you’ve tried your hardest to bite a hole out of my heart,
and my legs still tremble when i stand too long,
and my arms still falter when i love too long,
but now it’s time to patch the ache, with your
bloodstained teeth. but now it’s time to salve
my hands with your eyes

Writing a poem relaxes my mind,
For that, a quiet place i have to find,
it can be about anything or anyone,
Like trees, flowers or school fun.
I tried to write about my pet  cat,
Which tries to hide under the doormat;
Or about a beautiful scene,
That is lush and green.
But sitting here in great bliss,
I simply started writing this!

Slow* down
          understand your pain
                                         be present, be *now

Beacon in the sky
  Shining bright in
      The darkness of night.
          A guiding light to me home.
           Never fade. Navigational aid in
            Centuries past. Beautiful light
              Forever last