lord
if
what
i see
Is
a Cheshire cat smile
upon
the
tapioca moon
while
i
glorify thee
oh
how excellent
thou art

Im at capacity
Shifting of space must take place
For me to be ready for more of you.
I wish to feel all your parts,
So I make room.  
You have faith in me,
I feel you.
Your grace are the arms that embrace me now.
Your wisdom is my guide
I listen.
My feet dragging a bit,
Though I know you're right.
New moments arrive, I will be found smiling.

I was speaking with God last night
He was pretty clear, he said
I am with everything and
I am always here.
He said I am the choice you make,
The will you take
the hearts you break.

He said I AM your will for life,
and I AM your husband and wife
and I AM the love you give
to every one, and your self.
He said beware, Of endless suffering
and becareful not to let it in
He said watch out for the scoundrel pity
Because You will lose site.

There is, this ever turning flow,
Its to teach us, how to grow
and its painful yes I know
But its worth it, and that shows.

See the scars on my arms, they are very old
and they fade out, but they never go
and i try hard, each and every day
to try to live my life a Better way.

Because thats GOD< The desire to be better.
Thats God, sending love letters
Thats God, connection with others
Thats God, letting Go.

Some people hurt you
thats because they are hurting
and its not your fault
and you weren't deserving
but they didnt know better
because we all want to be good.
We all try for justification
and try to do what we should.
Sometimes things go wrong,
and we impose
COme on to strong,
step on others' toes
But we have to heal we have to
learn to let Go.

Do you remember what it was like
When adults spoke words
That we were too young to understand?
Do you remember what it was like
When we were programmed by our parents?
They explained meanings of words,
Trained us in diciplines
And spoke truths
We were too inexpirienced to deeply understand?

Do you remember what it was like
To see a bridge for the first time?
To really see it and wonder
Why it was there and purpose it served?
Something so mundaine today
Back then we just trusted
That if it was there,
Then there must've been
A good reason for it.
We trusted that everything
We saw and heard was true.

don't lie to children

Has it ever occurred to you
That everything we see for the first time
Is being viewed without judgement.
We don't know what it is.
It is up to those who explain it
To remain equally unjudgemental
So we can make up our own minds.
Do you realise that life
Is still a surprise to young eyes?
Don't program them wrong.

Do you realise the responsability
To purify your own mind
Before you speak it
To inexpirienced ears.
If you teach hate, you will see it
Everywhere you go.
Someone once said
if you plant a tree, it will never grow to become grass
So stop demanding it to...
it will always be a tree.
But you help it become
Happier and healthier.

They won't become what you want them to become.
They will become that which they hold a potential for.

I wish life was like a movie
Where the best moments were accompanied by perfect music; your heart
pitterpattering to the beat by serene sunset.

And when you met the one, When you held  him in your arms, youd get goosebumps. Thered be a spark; Your heart would stop,
for just a second.

And when you missed someone, they would miss you, too. When you saw them in your dreams they, too, would be tossing and turning, clearly yearning to be by your side.

But, no, sadly, this is real life.

Compressed into life
Lived each day, gone in a flash
Oh where did time go