i admit it, what's to say
i relive it, without pain

bacckstreet lover on the side of the road

i got a bomb in my temple thats gonna explode
i got a 16 guage buried under my coat

i pray,
once upon a time, i could control myself
once upon a time, i could lose myself

indian summer and i hate the heat
i got my hand in my pocket so determinded and descrete

there she was with him on the side of the street
they think i have my eyes closed
but i'm looking at them the whole ******* time

i explode

once upon a time, i could control myself
once upon a time, i could lose myself

when i was younger
i was scared
that everyone around me
was actually a robot
and maybe i was right
because it seems to me
that i am the only one
with any common sense
so why are we still calling it
"common sense"?

I reread the same books over and over
And I don't care how many reasons you have to hate the series
These books are like people
Sure, they have flaws
But I love them for everything they are
I see their beauty, not their mistakes
I will always love them
Because they were my escape
When everything was crumbling
They were my friends
When people weren't
And rereading them
Reminds me
Of how beautiful it was
To escape
I don't care if you hate them
Just like people, if you don't like them, leave them alone
No on is forcing you to associate yourself with them
You don't need to go around spreading news about their flaws
Because you have many of your own
My emotions
Are connected to those books
Because they saved my life
So leave them alone

Babe, I love you and you know that.
But what I don't know or really understand is why you think yourself dead inside?
When I'm with you I can see the pain your eyes but your smile says otherwise.
When you smile it brings to joy to me and when your sad it actually hurts me.
I once told you before and I'll tell you again.
I Promise I won't hurt you like the others have.
I'll keep your heart safe and keep your smile alive
Even if that means forgetting I have a life.
I want you to be happy,
I want to make you happy.

But I guess it just takes time.
Your not dead to me, inside or out.
Your my sunshine with a little bit of cloud.

I promise you though when I get to see you again I will make feel more alive then you have ever been. ;)