Dive down deep inside your mind
if you feel like drowning
for a while.
I lived by these words, I stayed at the shallow end.
I'm realising that I'm stronger now.
For the most part I can take it in now, I can explore and stay afloat.
I recognise the parts of me that were, and the parts of me that still are.
I let the feelings wash over me.
I stay. I swim for a while.
The water's just fine.

sometimes i want someone to take the rain
but leave the pain
so I can watch my heart slowly die
like it was always meant to.

but mind you,
this is not a suicide note
because my soul has already died.

Don't let them tell you what to do!
it's all up to you!
The world was never made with their rules!
Defy Gravity if you wanna be above the rest!
We all know that you are the best, just prove it first!
This Is Your World!
Their Opinions are just optional!
You are The King/Queen Of This Wolrd!
Not Just In Your Mind!
This World Was Created For You!
Show Off your presence!
Make Them Jealous!
Feel Yourself too much!
You Rule!
Don't Let Anyone bring you down!
Their actions are just rubber bullets!
You have got an invisible golden Crown!
Your heart can never be broken because this is your world!
You can have whatever you want!
So don't you cry! Just defy Gravity and Fly!
You are more than what you think you are!
You are never gonna die if you realise that this is your world!

I wish I could write about happier stuff.
About the good in the world.
And the beauty of life.
But I can't and that hurts.
Coz when I read my words
I only see pain
I wish I could see more than pain.

You were here
just for a while.

I can still smell your scent
from the last hug you gave me.

You made December feel
like an eternity,
but maybe for you
it has been just a blink.

I could not watch you walk away
because it would have meant
that your back was the last thing
I could see.

I'd rather remember your smile
because it was the first thing
I fell in love with.