I started to text you but it was late. My heart made me feel like it just couldn’t wait. There’s been so much silence between us yet my mouth has so much to say. Hiding how I feel within because it’s not like you care anyway. Random meme’s on IG remind me that it’s time to let you go.
How can I just ignore you?
I don’t know how to put on a show. My feelings for you are so real. I wish you’d be vulnerable first and tell me how you feel. Cause right now my “too much pride”is all in the way. If I let these walls fall down baby I’d beg you to stay. Are you on the other end erasing unsent messages too? Maybe you’ve dialed my number & hung up before you could express “I love you.”
Will our egos be our ultimate demise?
I can only sit here and hope that you somehow hear my cry….
Don’t let go.
Fear is vulnerability’s greatest enemy...and yours too. #thinkaboutit
It burns deep in my chest It never allows my mind to rest It keeps me up late at night It forces me to make decisions I know isn't right It is upon me like black is on the night Consumes me like a flame Yeah it's called pain It feels like it will never end It feels like I will never win Am I paying for my sins? It brings grey clouds with pouring rain Its rain that pours from my eyes Around others I smile and put on my disguise When will my joy so exuberant begin? When will I find true happiness again? I wish someone would hear my cry And stop this misery within me tonight.