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Elle H Nov 2017
I'm here.
I have always been.
When you stopped talking to me, I was there.
Then you left and came back, and I was still there.
You always seem so shocked that I stay.
It is because no matter what happens, I will always be here for you.
I told you I would never leave you, I haven't.
Instead I sit and wait, for you, to come back with your heart shattered; for you to come back to be surprised that I waited.
No matter how many times you come and go, I will sit and wait for you to come back, because some part of me still loves you when you do.
Elle H Nov 2017
I remember that night.
I drove to your friends house.
I walked to the garage to greet you.
You looked down at me with that smile of yours, god I loved it so much.
I looked you in the eyes and said I never loved you.
I lied.
I wanted to cry in front of you, but instead I walked away as you just looked.
I just hope you knew that I was lying.
Elle H Nov 2017
It’s been a year.
No contact whatsoever.
But, I still remembered.
I remember how you’d whisper lightly when I’d be barely awake.
I remember how every word I said you’d listen and smile while I spoke with excitement.
I remember how you said “I love you too,” when I told you I loved you.
Every little thing, I have remembered.
But, now I wish I didn't.
Because you’re not that boy I love anymore.
Elle H Nov 2017
Him
I look at him with adoring eyes, but my mind is stuck on you.
When I kiss him, I think it’s you.
When I make love to him, I imagine it’s you.
When I say the words, “I love you” to him, I wish it was you.
I’m in love with you but I’m loving him.
Elle H Oct 2017
What do you expect?
For me to sit here and say, “I love you”
When you don’t even do the same.
You don’t treat me like you used to.
So please, I beg of you,
Do Not Hate Me.
Do not hate me when I love someone else.
Do not hate me when I tell them I adore them with all my heart.
Do not hate me when they’re the one I think about constantly.
Do not hate me for falling out of love with you.
I stay because I fear breaking your heart, breaking the promise that I’d love you forever.
You don’t even bat an eye at me,
So forgive me when I love someone who loves me too.
Elle H Oct 2017
Where do I start?
From the day we met?
From the day you left?
From the day you came back?
From the day I told you how I felt?
From the day you told me you loved me?
From the day you stopped loving me?
From the day she came back?
Or how about now?
I’ll begin by moving on.
Elle H Oct 2017
I am sorry.
Sorry that I thought of you every second.
Sorry that I smiled every time I thought of you.
Sorry that I called every night to ask if you were okay.
Sorry that I texted you endless paragraphs about how much I adored you.
Sorry that I ever loved you.
I am so so sorry that I thought you loved me like I loved you.
We were everything till it became nothing.
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