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 Jun 2020 Debra in Silence
Sage
In every truth.
In every lie.
In every help that you provide.

In your lows.
In your highs.
Only your love is what others will realize.
No matter the situation, your brilliance is still there.
Breathe, just breathe, in and out. The pressure of life dawns on you, the strength to get up every day is a gift to be grateful for, in its absence, there is isolation. Remember, breathe, just breathe, in and out. The weather controls your feelings, on days of sun and delight you radiate, on days of darkened sky’s you have the look of sadness in your eyes. Remember, breathe, just breathe, in and out. For the last breath you take will not be a mistake it is written in the stars for heaven sake. Breathe, just breathe.
The alignment of the stars, today,
Shall be in your favour, all the way,
Creating a shining path, for you,
To live, blossom and remain blessed, all through.
We love you, Mommieeeeeee!
~From Daddy, Daughter & Son.

It's my wife's birthday today!
 Jun 2020 Debra in Silence
Nix W
Like a  tugging feeing down
Yanking tight within my soul
It darkens my insides
And suddenly  I feel cold
My head fills with sadness
And my mind sees only lows
My eyes begin to water
And my breathing heaves in slows
How absurd my feelings gather
Unfold and gush in times
It bottles up, my doing
As I steer away from lies
I just want to sleep
Sleep away all my tears
Sleep away all my woes
And sleep away all my fears
I hate this feeling (I say I wanna die)
It’s stupid yes I know and would I try?
It’s just this **** keeps getting thicker
Fumigating from within
Dense ash crumbling my light
Till I am weak and bent
Cradling my sorrow
Harbouring my woes
Sinking deeper in the abyss
A place where few people go
How do you ask for help when your not even sure what your needing help with????? Silence conjures up the most peculiar morbid thoughts.
I desire freedom,
Freedom to do what I want
I desire love,
Love from family and friends.
I desire success,
Success that makes my parents proud.
I desire friendship,
Friendship that helps me grow.
I desire trust,
Trust that I can do it.
I desire someone,
Someone who can get my freedom back.

But, for all this,
I need freedom,
Freedom from this imprisonment,
Imprisonment which no one can see,
No one can feel.
A new discovery as I draft this last words that I am hoping on deleting once I am done
I really need to make a stand as I choose to listen to the whispers as soon as I am done.

The pages lay blank but the ideas are filled with a lot to fill a book to the brim
On another quest as soon as my Listeners realise I just wasted their time in exchange for a trim.

A lot of blank pages on my notes making me doubt myself anytime I hold my pen to pass down the knowledge
The only reason that keeps me from relenting or stopping is that I can't seem to hold on to the knowledge.
A lot to say but enough of what I have to add. Ever experienced writer's block and nothing seems to flow your way.... it's already starting ✍️
gives much happiness,
a rainbow in a clear sky
grandchildren love it.

they creep from behind
climb on my lap and tickle
see my toothless smile.
13/6/2020
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