You are not here
and I am so alone.
I feel like making love
with you my new stranger.
I am waiting for you.
When are you coming?

I can only breath by you.
I can only see by you.
Only you giving me an energy
Living energy to persuade
all circumstances to change.
Change everything what will can happen.

Be aside the situation which are painful
to my body and to my soul.
Now you see how complicated it is.
I can only breath by you.
You must be there each second.
Each my blink of eye you notice.
Each burst of my heart you feel.
Now you see how hard to live
like this it is.

We two are in one. But you are not my love.
We are not soul mate or lover.
But complete strangers to each other.
Now you see how tough it is.

Will we be one soul  sometime in the future?
Never. It would be the mistake and misery.
I want go back and have my freedom to breath.
Without you inside me. I can´t hear you. anymore.
How purify and quiet moment occured me.
Forever free. Forever without you. Only me.

I so want to tell you.
I so want to dream with you.
I want you know me better.
I am strong daydreamner, loneliner,
So full of kindness and loving feelings.

I know how to make you and me happy.
So happy to scream it to the whole world.

I can see ordinary life like full of
wonderful details.

I know how to make you feel so lively.
I am person who is always on foot.
Going through and exploring.
I will take your hand and go out to show you
how my seeing of life is
How you can be happy in details.

This is me.
Daydream is my drug for you.
Everything with me is sweeter.
My Daydream.

Flowers are direct proof of love in nature.
They are symbol of a beauty.
They smell variously. It's a mystic.
Why they grow?
Plant doesn't need flower for
releasing new life.
Why so they grow?
Maybe to make our nature colorful.
To make it into Eden.
Direct proof of love.

Nature wants flowers be beauty.
Flowers for lovers.
Flowers for tenderness.
Flowers for softness.

I lost my feelings
part of my personality.
I almost lost myself.
Where to go?
Who to ask?
What for to wait?
Need to raise mine romance.
My romantic side.
To find myself again.

Imagine.
Summer rain, hand in hand through old city.
Rock wall around, narrow streets.
Small markets and private galleries around
People looking for the roof or restaurant.
And we crossing the street patiently.
Wet and looking forward to each other...

I don't have many ideas right now.
Simply I miss you and love you.
I want be in your arms, closest as possible.
Touch you. Kiss you, Caress you.
I really don't want more.