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There resides here a soul named Often
No more fitting a name could it be
For so often does Often find solace
In the darkness which has him besieged
For although the emotion is torture
There is something his pain cannot hide
There is depth to a soul brought down to its knees
When the hope still within will not die

He’s journeyed each night through the hours
For in sleep, he is slave to the dark
The light founds him restless and weary
Though they both find him tortured of heart
Yet, his passions continue to drive him
To find beauty in madness and pain
For the darkness brings light to the blinded of sight
And the knowledge the fight’s not in vain
Diary of the ****** - Chapter 2
 Mar 2021 Dan Schneider
labyrinth
You are the almighty sun
All warm and all bright
All I am is the moon
Nothing more than a dim light
There are words written
On small sticky squares
Hung on my wall
None finished
just begging for me
To pick up my pen
And get back to work
There are no what ifs,
In the sea of the could haves.

For what should,
Certainly would.

Leaving only,
What is, to be.
Reality
       Becomes it
Sooner
In a rush of sudden in a    heart-skip-inhalation
It lacks the grace you've graced me so gracefully with.
I'll say graciously.
It comes thundering in
Slamming doors
                                       Shut
Slamming hearts
Thundering in, and then it forgets why it came in the first place
              Why the **** did it come in the first place
Just to rush on home
            Where time lies naked   enfolded
In my aching

I can't bear it
       The thought of it
I can't bear it
The suddeness, the sadness
Your strength refuses to man the lighthouse
I can't bear it
Your face.
It's everything.
You.
You're everything.            Everything.
Everything.

And I'll whisper this
Quieter than all the silences between us
            That I regret
I'd cry to you a million cloudbreaks
If it flooded out those
            Don't let me be
Pleading, not now, when I lie
         Claim I want it most
I want nothing more than
Everything
To hear these sad songs form the
Background
Of something else
Something small like
       My heart
My heart in your hands
Hold on for dear life
Forever
No, now. Now more than ever.

Happiness is a strange tale
It paints itself in blue
Bluer than your eyes in the half-light and my heart when you whisper,
Wait I'm lying,
Bluer than my heart in your tears
    or my mind when you say
Nothing
Something

And it heaps up inside me
Piles of piles in piles on piles
Pilling up
The dread I so
Time again
Feverishly denied

I'm ******* afraid
            Of this
And 54 days from now
Then two days from one year
I can't see myself able to
             Cope
I'm madly in love
I'm ******* afraid

I need you more than this
I love you more than
This
 Dec 2016 Dan Schneider
Kerstin
My head isn't in it
Of course I love you
Heart is in it
My head isn't  

I've been destroyed
All that's left is not me
I've been turned into worry
I was that strong tree

Now I am a flower
That bends to the will of the wind
 Aug 2016 Dan Schneider
Onoma
In whom places are left in trust...
souls undergo their essential experience.
How good of you all to come, this
greeting is one of passage.
Helplessly taken...there are doorways,
oceans, mountains, forests, deserts,
bridges, tunnels.
These are merely exteriorized to
communicate the passage of souls...
how good of you all to come.
You are what must go through itself,
to come out of itself...the very passage
of glory.
Cachephony of Beautiful Mumurimg Voice
My One.  My You.
Sacred Water  Squeezed from Walls
Of Tombs
Life's Sweet Giving  Life
Your ****** To My Tongue
Blessing
Miracle of Unweilding Light
Fed.
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