but nothing good came out
of our perfect storm

before you
i felt alive

and after you
i still feel alive

as it turns out
i never needed you
to make me feel anything

Fake smile
Dried eyes
Scratched wrists
Bruised thighs
White pills
Rope tied
Gun loaded
SUICIDE.

You broke it
You broke my heart
You ruined my life
You told me, you love me.
I  believed in you
I trusted you
I give you all my love
My life and my everything
What you did
Really hurt me so much
I didn't expect you'd do that
But "Expect the unexpected"
They don't understand
Someday you'll realize what you had done
And I just hope you would learn from that