Dear lord above in case you're real right now I pray to thee,
To help me with my inner self to change the way I be,
For many days and many years this has been my life,
I even couldn't call it quits for my kids and my wife,
Wish I may wish I might give me the will to fight,
To gain control of my life back and even of my sight,

His first side of the coin,
His Wealth
Hastily I married him,
After marriage I saw his other side
of the coin,
He didn't want to make his money into
Our Money.
28/8/2025

staring at a screen
it says ‘bad gateway’
what does it mean?

I don't know
but I've seen this before
that's why I'm in
survival mode
it's gonna be okay
I'll just take the next road
left

writing poems...
in my head