I regret all that time I was so close to you yet never walked your way.
I regret not showing my love for you
But, mama you know, I loved you the most
I regret the blessings I didn't thank you for
Now you have gone but one day I will see you up there
Until then, wait a little more for me
I love you grandma.

The empty darkness
covers icy fields of white
wolves howl in moonlight

i'm going to die
that part is inevitable
you aren't going to miss me
i wish that part was avoidable
but chances are
when i gasp for one last breath
you'll be somewhere laughing
while my spirit releases into the air
like one of those balloons that kids only love for 5 minutes

i hate how you are the only thing
on my mind
while he is the only thing
on yours....

Claw my big heart out
String my organs to a big tree
Break my ripped neck out