Cant get you out of my mind Bleed from the eyes struck Im blind Disconnection feels like suicide And Im scared to get close Ive seen **** the most I sniff hit and dose Hearth locked off and closed I long for the day I can fly like a ghost
Doctor looked at the hole in my chest Hearth shredded in a ****** mess Said she hopes for the best But I couldn't care less I'm not here to impress I just need to confess I can't wait for the day I can finally rest
To hell, I'll be your guide. With weapons we fight, at night. Nowhere to run nor to hide. Commit suicide. If you want to ride. With demons and ghosts. I've seen **** the most. Since teen hit and dosed. Smear blood on my toast.
I'm in to deep. I can't sleep. I just want to leap, of the building in my street. Spash one big blood drop. To make the thoughts stop. And dream around the clock. I really don't give a f*. I'll strangle myself with a nunchuck.
I'm high of downers and stimulants. Any white powder I find, I'm sniffing it. I'm deaf to the screams of the innocent. Cutting out ligaments. Blood drops floating in the wind. Life's a punishment. Can't wait to be dead again. Time for my medicine. Slashing my wrists again. Addiction for mutilation. Deep down in my basement. Can't stop shivering. Blood dripping from the skin.
So I guess, I'll never see you anymore. People always have to leave, which I don't understand the reason for. Teardrops fall and evaporate, before they even hit the floor. And for some reason, the light outside, shines more bright, then ever before.