Trying to feel The pain that’s real Inside my mind is a world A world I don’t want It’s telling me to die But my body just wants to cry I reached out for help But then I completely lost myself.
Never forget yourself because it hard to find it again.
Time before the angels Will scream for your name To come and save us Please This is a never-ending game The life I live in Is a painful one Don’t expect me to be there for you When I can’t even be there for myself I reached for help And made it worse I tried to die 2 time Been through the bulling And through the pain When all I can do is scream your name So take this time To look at your life Is it really worth dying Or is it just a phase?
Just one cut No more Just two cuts Oh god Now three and four Keep cutting the voices say Keep going till ur arms red Red with blood Red with scars Red with pleasure It doesn’t hurt as bad anymore The pain insides gone You take it out on yourself every single day Just cutting and cutting Till the last cut of your life You say your fine But really you're just telling lies Hiding behind the fake smile Trying not to cry at school because they will realize They will see the pain that you have been hiding all this time They will see the pleasure along your arms They will know But they won’t tell you to stop They will just sit there and wait Wait for you to die Wait for you to realize what your doing But by them waiting Time will run out Time will stop And your time will be over.
i need to talk to you there’s so much to say but i can’t find the words my mind’s going crazy every aspect is bad every situation gets worse i can’t do this own my own i need you to help get me out of this mess i need you to help me get me out of my mind i’m scared i’m hurting myself and everyone i love i can’t do this anymore you need to help me get out of here
you don't know what you'll become, but i promise it's worth it. This world has made you strong and kind. oh, what a wondrous thing, to say, "i fell apart, and survived."