She opened her eyes to white walls
White sheets
A pain in her jaw that felt concrete
She couldn't feel her face
Her jaw was filled with an empty space
Then she remembered
The bullet that was meant to ****
Missed its mark as if it was aimed with skill
A shattered jaw
restrains her maw
All she wants to ever do
Is scream her problems away
Her Mother shattered and broken hearted runs to her bedside
She hears her Father was at work as usual
He nearly lost one of the greatest blessings this world has to offer
But he's to busy making money and making offers
She goes to the therapy
Mental and physical
She hears she may never be able to eat or speak the same way again
The therapy doesn't help
She feels like a floating piece of kelp
She feels she has no purpose in life
No reason to exist
So if living hurts
Then why live at all?
Then one day
She hears a knock on the door
She opens it
There she sees that girl in the hall she always avoided
That girl who tried to tell her about God and Jesus
Before she thought her and her God were silly
But now she feels chilly
She lets her in
She tells her about a God who loves her
A God who gave her a reason to live
She realizes the futility of the atheism she grew up with
She goes to church with her friend
To her surprise people welcome her
Although she looks different with her deformed jaw
They welcome her and seat her in the front row
She hears more of this God
To hear it sounds kind of crazy
Then she hears about the evidence of his existence
Her heart immediately becomes whole
She accepts Jesus as her savior
She feels love like nothing this world ever promised her
Then she gets to know that guy in her youth group
Shes been burned before
But every time before
They always wanted something
All he wanted to do was give her something
He gave her kindness and respect
He gave her love
Whenever they talk
All he cares about is her dreams and what she wants
He talks about himself only when she asks
As she grows older she prays and prays
That God would show her if he is the one
On her twenty third birthday
He brings a gift
A ring
She knows immediately
He's the one
You see when she listened to Jesus
He led her to a husband who loves and honors her
When she followed the world
She settled for thieves
And boys who claimed to be men
If only every American Teen Romance had this ending
Unfortunately they end up worse

Her tears tell tales of misery,
Her smiles,untold stories...

A guy meets a girl at the beginning of the year
As they get to know each other
Outcome the tears
First come tears of Joy
Next come tears of pain
The girl lacks a father
Who told her she was worth enough
The guy didn't have a dad who taught him respect
The girl wants someone to love her
But the guys just there to rob her
The guy knows the right words his pro at persuasion
Little does the girl know
She's about to get bated
The guy uses her for her body
Some guys may not know it at the time
But that's why the stay for another chime
Then the guy realizes
He is her god
So he runs out of fear
He leaves her a psychotic mess
In her pretty prom dress
On the front steps
There she sits
Tossed away like dirt
Then comes the hurt
The girl fell in to far
And now she doesn't know how to get out
She fell into pain
And now all she has is rage
You see when he stole her heart and ran
He took all she had
For a temporary fix
Then comes another guy
The girl doesn't understand anymore
Why she still loves
The one who broke her heart
Then the cycle repeats
She keeps thinking
Maybe this ones different
Turns out
She was wrong
Then one day she's had enough
All she has is rage and pain
Because anything she ever had
Was broken
She doesn't have anything left to live for
So one day
She takes her fathers gun
Walks outside
She holds it to her head
Ready to be dead
Any second and she'll have what she wants
To end it all
Then without hesitation
The trigger is pulled