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Blah blah May 2017

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The harder it is getting to endure the pain, the harder it is getting to resist the crave to feel it.

As days are passing, its not healing, its getting deeper and deeper with every flashback turned into tears. I can no longer hold it in.
I wish you could've understood me a li'l better, i wish i could've tried a li'l more, I wish you to have stayed a li'l more, I wish my weren't just wishes.

#hard #pain #passing #flashbacks #endure

Blah blah May 2017

Don't call me strong.

I am not strong.
If I'm holding it in, don't call me strong.
i am weak, to yell it out.
I am weak, to hear what loneliness shout.
I am not strong.
If I'm fighting my tears,
If I'm keeping it in,
If I'm faking a smile,
If I'm laughing around.
Don't call me strong.
I am scared, for the coming wrong.
I am scared, of this depression to last long.
I am not strong,
If I'm holding it, don't call me strong.

For once i need someone, who gives me my freedom to be weak.

#strong #weak #holding #fight #teras #fakr

Blah blah May 2017

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Only if he could understand the love, that still existed in between those broken pieces.

World would have been a li'l better place for her.

#him #love #broken #heart #understand

Blah blah May 2017

Sorry.

Sorry, I got a li'l imbalanced with your uneven promises.

I wish you were here. Here to see how it feels. You left me when i needed you, but you promised to stay, then where are you now?

#broken #sad #pain #imbalance #promises #him #love

Blah blah May 2017

Alone.

Walking alone,
I entered the room of pain.
I tried hard to escape,
But all my efforts were in vain.

I realised i am in a room full of dark, i see no entrance no exit. I don't know from where i came here. It felt like the blackhole ,dark and dangerous.I see no light. I see no way. As i moved in , it got more and more darker.Soon I realised i have lost my way.

#alone #walk #broken #sad #love #escape #pain

Blah blah May 2017

I fell.

I fell for someone,
Someone who watched me fall,
with no intentions to catch me.

Blah blah May 2017

Relations.

Heartily connections sarisfies me no more, I need to meet your soul.