As growth hits,
Gradually we realise how lonely we are!
As time passes,
We begin to understand the value of things!
As life goes,
We notice innumerable changes.
As Sufferings strike,
We feel empowered to tackle.
As we try,
Our fields keep on expanding...
As we experience,
We become our own lasting teacher!!

© Biswarupa Purkayastha.

Vacuum inside me so deep,
Makes me recollect and weep.
Emptiness screams out loud,
Yes, right now I'm in a self doubt!
Captivating world around I see.
Still, a piece is lost in me.
Hit by Wave of mixed emotions.
Everybody long for a proper position.
The void confines all over,
Apparently, Smile is the best cover!

© Biswarupa Purkayastha.

Source of my energy,
Amazed by his prodigy.
Nourishes with ardour,
Unifying passionately each other!

© Biswarupa Purkayastha.

I'm in a Gradual Grip,
Of a Lovely Mystique.
How just a Glance of him,
Makes me skip a Beat.
A rare feeling I possess:
Divine is it's sense.
The Smile passed to me,
I forever urge to see.
Wish to stop the Time,
If it could be.
In this hopeless world,
A light I can witness.
I'm not a Romantic Person
But he filled Love inside me!!

© Biswarupa Purkayastha.

Dropping Down the Surmise,
Life gives us Surprise.
Choices are different,
On which we often torment.
Committing blunders,
Later we wonder.
Regrets possess us
Guilt invokes us.
And The Expression of awe,
In the vicinity of foe!!

I cry Every Night,
Is there anyone to hear my plight?
In love with the Colours Black and White.
Miss myself being dynamite.
Days are gloomy,
Keeping self busy.
Once again I'm drowned in Sorrow,
Company is what I may Borrow.
Solitude has become my Friend.
Like a Movie has a dead end.
Adapting with the Situation,
Fake Smile is the new Fashion!

You are here in my obnoxious situations.
You are here to fill me with devotion.
You are here to make me ambitious.
You're the reason that I am more conscious.
You are here to cure my ache.
You're the cherry on my cake.
You are here to make me enthusiastic.
You have made me really fantastic.
You are here like the petrichor of rain.
You are in my every kith and kin.

বাংলার মাটি ভরে উঠুক,
আরো প্রতিভা ফুটে উঠুক।
সার্থক জন্ম এই ভূমিতে,
চাই বাংলা ভাষাকে নমিতে।
বারবার ফিরে আসতে মন,
এই নদী, পৃথিবী, মাঠ, বন,
তাহারি মাঝে খুঁজে পাই
প্রকৃতির কোলে অনন্য ঠাঁই।
আমার গর্ব, আমার প্রধান কল্পনা,
মায়ের ভাষায়ই শ্রেষ্ঠ জল্পনা।

Bundle of mischief,
Yet so friendly bond.
Bringing smile on my face,
Whenever they're around.
Living a little more,
With their Presence of mind.
A Divine Connection we share,
Which has no Despair.
Full of vigour,
Spreading energetic odour.
My People they are.
This vibe is so rare!

Is reality a myth?
Or a sorcery unleashed?

Is it a mirage waiting to be divulged?
Or simply a muse?

Is it a hallucination?
Or a mystery unsolved?

Is it a miracle which astonishes us?
Or a semblance?

Is it a fiction?
Or a trick to deviate us?

I know I have been an imperfect daughter,
I couldn't be the one you expected.
It still torments me everytime I think about the day you left me.
So many things left incomplete,
So many words left unspoken.
Not a day passes by where I don't miss your presence.
I wonder how you'd look,
How you'd sound,
What you'd have done by this time!
It is worst to live without you papa...
You have been a guiding light to me.
It's really pathetic to lead a life where you're constantly missing someone.
People say I resemble you by face as well as habits,
And that really makes me proud.
I wish I could meet you someday,
I'd tell you how much I miss you,
I'd tell you how blessed I'm to have had such an amazing father!
Wherever you are papa, stay well and happy.
I love you!

You won't know the real pain, Unless you've experienced it.
It is not about heartbreaks or being cheated on,
It's about the sufferings that people go through.
How some people fight with their problems,
How patients fight with their diseases,
How people affected with sickness fight for life,
Without any complaints, but with the little hope to live life again.
Don't ever think that you're lacking something,
Cause there are many people still trying to find happiness in their disability.
They scream in pain, burn in guilt, with the only aspiration to recover and  get their wounds healed.

Stop nagging me!
According to my mood, I shall do everything with glee.
Don't curse me!
A better person is what I want to be.
Stop scolding me!
Explain me nicely so that I can flea.

In this life,
So easily we're charmed of everything,
People here are spellbound of greed..
So easily we fall in love,
People here love less want more..
So easily we're bound by relations,
People here disappear all of a sudden from this world..
So easily we break promises,
People here don't care for anything other than themselves..
So easily we hide feelings,
People here prefer acting than being real..
Is everything really so easy?

So many deaths I witnessed in my life.
So many lives I saw demolishing,
So many bodies I've seen, lying down soullessly,
So many close persons I've lost,
So many corpses I saw burning,
And so many times I've lost myself in their memories....

I'm drowning in the ocean of love,
Since the day you came into my life,
And that's just a year back.
You filled my world with colours ,
When my life was faded..
You made it an unblemished one,
Which I never thought would be.
And now that I'm in your debt,
I shall favour that with loyalty and respect!

Agony of life shouting out loud...
Preferring darkness more than brightness.
This wily society knows no bound,
A strong ingenuity is all I want.
Well known as a stoic person,
Though aspire to be a joyous one..

Time flies away,
Not everything we expect stays...
Incremates our feelings deep down.
The heavenly dreams, the joyful moments, all gone astray.

Colours fade away,
The brightness of life turning dark...
Perceives everything as scary.
The understanding ones, the
Confidence, all turned into ashes.

People walk away,
The crowd decreasing into a few....
Touching reality from the pinnacle of life.
The merriment, the enthusiasm, all wipe away.

I keep on staring at the stars,
Thinking about the days I passed!
Fakeness has filled our place,
As if loyalty doesn't exist.
Rumours has occupied the way,
To make me feel completely lay.
Gobbles up my jovial spirit,
Still a pedestrian gets no merit!
Storms appear to roll me within,
Somehow saved myself from deep drowning.
Flew away even the beam of light,
When in darkness, I searched for thou.
But then from the back held my hand,
The footsteps approaching I heard in my way.
Back I turned to catch the sound,
Another betrayal was waiting around.
I still keep on staring the stars,
Thinking all about the days i passed!

Give me your support,
That my eyes has been searching for.
This helpless soul needs to stand up again.

I have seen you posing in pictures,
But i wish to see you smiling in front.
I have heard your sound,
I wish to feel the depth of your voice whispering in my ears.
I have seen your eyes from far,
But I wish to have a contact with the gleaming ones.
I have heard songs sung by you,
I wish to have them as the background music of my life.
I have seen your hands playing guitar,
But I wish to hold them as we step forward with time.
I have seen you only in my mobile screen,
And many wishes still crave for your magical presence.

They keep rolling on from eyes to chin,
Can't ignore as if a common thing!

They meet me when i'm lost in memories,
Similarly guilt fixes another date!

Not just a drop but an ocean of emotions,
Deemed itself to be a symbol of depression!

Surrounds hard even an Arnold person,
When dark circles appear on ****** expression.

Even the best things make us cry,
Resulting after a magical try!

Lost someone close and is now in grief,
Tears are now the only relief!

Life goes on with the good and worst...
We're here for the sake of thirst.

The sunshine of morning can't be changed,
Just as the destiny of ours' can't be replaced.

A new born child has a different spark,
Cause he doesn't know the awaited one.

Happiness touches like it pours after dry,
Acting every time is our foremost try.

Virtual world is a clear illusion,
Where we now distinguish among relations.

Duties keep on running in mind,
Still everyone can't be of true mankind.

Imaginations seek the greatest pleasure,
But reality is the only whining figure.