i slammed on the brake
a second too late
and i crashed head first
into
my
biggest
mistake

i wonder
if
you
ever
noticed
the
space in my heart that i left for you

the communication was lost between us
like a broken radio connection
the static was deafening
your voice
faded
into
nothing

i designed this crown
so i could wear it proud
i walk these streets like royalty
baby,
don't you know i'm queen ?

you are an illicit secret
a deviant desire
a fantasy kept
in the very far back recess of my mind

last night my imagination
wreaked havoc
went wild
my fingers went exploring
while i thought of you and i

you are an illicit secret
my most ****** entourage
this fantasy is my weakness
somehow you're the one in charge

I waited, waited, waited
Until I realised
You were already there

This secret is hidden
Under piles of ***** laundry
Only you and I
Know where it is kept