Sunshine and rain,
how opposite and lovely at the same,
faith has its cruel way,
to be with you everyday,

I loved you but I was afraid,
made you laugh and nothing to gain,
said goodbyes, shed my tears,
a different world indeed.

alive and free today,
I saw a fresh sun of blaze.
never again,never without,
new lies,new pain.

I was sleeping,
deep in my own world
Yet you were awake,
Facing reality,
Forge in fire ,
battle after battle,

I kept sleeping,
Letting a mere fantasy consume my reality

You kept breaking my walls,
I never asked to be loved,
I never wanted your attention,
Yet, here you are,
On your knees,
Asking to be yours forever

everyday you made me feel worthless,
you were my kryptonite,
you made me the person I am today,
broken and lifeless

I hear them laugh,
A lullaby of joy

I hear them sing,
A melody of passion,

I hear them murmur,
A tune of felicity

Contentment.
Ease.
Delight.

Where can I find the music I hear?
The luruxy to be happy,
Listen to them,
The music of love

Can you hear me cry
my inner self ready to die,
My soul is fighting for you,
Yet you left me and never came by,
It was the sense of despair
that brought me alive,
but I can't live for myself,
because you are my life,
The demons will consume me,
trying to **** me,
It will be my end,
under the demons within me,
they will trick me,
yet a cry for help,
shall be my last try,
Save me,
before the demons conquer my last fight.

Everyday you made me feel worthless,
You were my kryptonite,
You made me the person who I am today,
Broken and lifeless

You tore me apart,
black and blue,
you crushed me again,
it was another hue,
I can feel the pain,
It was nothing new,
let this be the last day I would ever love you