Frustration, in my nature and how you treat me
Frustration in allowing my past to determine the individual I am to be
Losing my senses feeling numb
To lust , to love
These are defence methods of a broken heart
You did not love me like you promised
you were not fair or honest
So why am I blaming myself for the lost of poison in my blood
The toxicity you gave under the guise of love
Affection correction more like manipulation was the stipulation
Looking foolish
Delusions
So then I lose it;

My grip on reality
However trying to make me reminisce about the intimacy and bliss
You probably think I’m in a sunken place dying to reignite this

Flame
However the pain devoured it
So on the contrary to your ideology
Right now I find you quite annoying
What you have put to the flame cannot return
For fire is absolute, definitive, so I let it burn
No apologies from me you’ll see
This is the reality that came to be
The reality you made, my love that you traded for something temporary
So as the last tear comes from my eyes I hope you know why
For the thought of you made me cry
However these are tears of joy that drip from my eyes
I chose the death of you and what you meant to me rather than to die
My final goodbye
For Freedom is Here
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We spent hours upon no end talking
I have writing so many exquisite compositions in the name of our love
However until now you have yet hear those nectar like words from my very lips, in my very voice.

I have waited so long to feel your warmth
To have the impression of your lips placed upon mine
The silence the unbearable silence of not hearing your voice and not feeling your warm embrace in the bitter cold nights of separation
It is like the night sky without the Moon's light

Today I awoke and it felt like my soul had been crying for hours
I knew until we meet again that I would not be able to hold you my arms like I once did.
I hate myself for every teardrop I was helpless to stop; For every tear shed I shed two
The jewel that you are is not one that words can encompass. You are My Love, My Soulmate, My Heart and Soul.

I hope that the next time we meet that my presence, my touch , my kiss is more grand than this warm sensation
That it makes you melt, that it shows you how pure you are in my eyes, that it recreates the innocence destroyed by past lovers.
I have fallen under light of the celestial being that you are; one most luminous at my darkest moments
Our love is ever evolving, so am I and it may scare you, however you never tried to stop it even when faced with the possibility that I might outgrow you.

Truth is that you inspire me to grow to keep evolving; you are more than a lover you are my muse
My heart and soul guides me towards understanding, wisdom and the continuity of loyalty to myself along with my significant other , who is none other than you
Look at me like I'm the only man for your soul please don't search for my love in the eyes of others.
Allow my body to be home
Allow our love to be Now and Forever
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You are the sweetest wine to this alcoholic
You are a masterpiece outside of the museum
I love everything about you from your vibrant smile to the soles of your feet .
From your eyes that I get lost in time and time again to every curve and bend on that ethereal body of yours
That's why I don't hesitate to kiss the ground you walk upon
No woman can ever make me lust and love like you do
No woman can ignite flames of passion that make me want to orchestrate love to and devour you until you tremble in my arms.
I wish I could take away those words spiteful people put into your mind.
I wish you could see through my eyes, just glimpse how exalted you are, how you make me melt
When you see a cherry blossom do you think it wonders about the rose
My tongue only wants to explore your body, my eyes only has desires for you, my lips only wish to venture onto, to touch, to taste the sweetness of our love
For it's like honey
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Living Poetry, no words I can say nor that I will ever commit to memory will encompass your divine presence
Gallivanting Masterpiece, what can an artist utter to the human eyes' ultimate desire; so magnificently crafted a surreal aesthetic
Illustrious Symphony, the classical orchestration of your harmonious voice is a forbidden composition for it can not be recreated
The Transcendent Intellect, jewels of wisdom in the mind of an exalted soul capable of making an imperfect human metamorphose into an ethereal soul
Muse what depth of curation took place to fabricate a Goddess among the mortal plane, what grandiose wine press concocted the most intoxicating wine turning men of hatred into drunkards of love.
To say I love you, that I adore your every movement, that I kiss the ground upon which you walk are all a silver of the vast depth of my endearment of my pure unadulterated love for you
What we have is something untainted, timeless, it's irreplaceable
It is Us
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The echoes of silence
The ambience of darkness
Love is the drug of no consequence
By now you might have realised the paradoxes
The lies between the lines
Maybe you can even visualise the pain in my eyes
It is something I am unable to hide
The loss of thought and indulgent within life’s great illusion
Overcoming such a delusion
Brought to the conclusion
That I’ll be enlightened and satisfied
However my innocence within the escapade lead to my timely demise.
Death by the sweet song of the nightingale
From the finger tips of a woman who I saw everything in
Something seeming so ballistic you think I would develop a hate that made me misogynistic
It’s offensive that find my intelligence so simplistic
Alas you are wrong my friend I would never stop viewing women as masterpieces
The only beautiful thing within this life known as sin
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Who I once was is no longer the being that I am
Though the hues of ebony are forever embedded in my skin; I am a different man
You put me through everything yet my love only grew
Like the lotus flower in muddy waters
My soul will be reborn in the flames that are you

Cliche Cliche Cliche
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Can I open up to you, can I confide the secrets of my lips have yet to be spoken
To conjure the words that express the thoughts of my venomous and destructive capabilities
Within the ocean of confusion I was submerged
Within that void I swam to the surface however I only venture further into its depth
Slowly losing my sanity
Unable to draw breath
Why when I open my eyes there is nothing but the sterile darkness engulfing me
Why when I close my eyes I see the light
Where am I
Who am I
Self identity is constantly changing
For am I the same person from the first line, the first word, the first letter?
Lost within my labyrinth of my mind is a tragedy
However it is sweet pain I love dearly
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