Frustration, in my nature and how you treat me
Frustration in allowing my past to determine the individual I am to be
Losing my senses feeling numb
To lust , to love
These are defence methods of a broken heart
You did not love me like you promised
you were not fair or honest
So why am I blaming myself for the lost of poison in my blood
The toxicity you gave under the guise of love
Affection correction more like manipulation was the stipulation
Looking foolish
Delusions
So then I lose it;

My grip on reality
However trying to make me reminisce about the intimacy and bliss
You probably think I’m in a sunken place dying to reignite this

Flame
However the pain devoured it
So on the contrary to your ideology
Right now I find you quite annoying
What you have put to the flame cannot return
For fire is absolute, definitive, so I let it burn
No apologies from me you’ll see
This is the reality that came to be
The reality you made, my love that you traded for something temporary
So as the last tear comes from my eyes I hope you know why
For the thought of you made me cry
However these are tears of joy that drip from my eyes
I chose the death of you and what you meant to me rather than to die
My final goodbye
For Freedom is Here
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