dark shades to hide the pain

bright clothes to cover her woes

big personality to hide shes unhappy

drugs to soothe her feeling of ******

how miserable this girl is but,

life is nothing more than an acting biz

wonder how he's doing,
whose he *******?
is she prettier?
does she make him smile?
are they known around town?
does she make him frown,
like I did, way back when he was all mine?
what we were doing seemed fine
thought we would age together like the best wine
but we ran out of time
and that bottle broke!
our memories scattered the floor
leaving nothing but a joke.

right out the tub
fresh and clean
ready to be seen

pretty lonely girl
perfumed body
ready to get naughty

ready for love
ready for pain
ready for anybody

all dressed up
stain glass windows
with nowhere to go

I always thought when I found true love
my problems would go away
so I accumulated crushes
but the problems kept coming day by day
the issues never left
and those lovers never stayed
maybe I've been doing this love thing the wrong way
but I'll keep at love
because being broken is never okay.

Cigarettes,

cancer is realer
than a white skinny killer
they are not a joke
they burn her throat
guess she likes to choke.

Life slips away with every puff
every ****,
but she give no f*
she happily tastes death
in every breathe.

I have this sick feeling
in the darkness of my soul
something so tempting
yet something so wrong.

I've tried to run, but nowhere I've gone
in years my body has grown
yet I'm still a confused little girl
alone in a big empty home.

Lust I have sown
my flesh is weak
but my will is strong
evil is all I have known.

One day it may win,
or at least for a while.
For now I plead the fifth
until my due trial...