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yasmine Mar 2015
and this chilling weather
is all too familiar
played back memories
and a breeze to bring us closer
and the seat next to you
is filled with warmth
but it's not mine anymore
yasmine Mar 2015
i want to scrub my skin so hard that
every single cell you've ever touched of me comes off
erase your number and all our pictures
unfriend you and never see your face
you had a place in my heart
and i would have broken every single bone in my body
just to fix every single piece of you

my throat is raw and hoarse whenever i say your name
you're like salt water that makes me gag
trigger my senses and i cannot stand you
i hate your face and all that you stand for
i deserved better and i loved you with all my heart
you knew that and you took advantage

i hate you so much
you took all the love in my heart
i opened up and you made yourself
the ink in my unwritten book

you are the definition of all that i cannot stand
and i want to thank you for teaching me that
i deserve better than how low you put me
yasmine Mar 2015
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i guess first loves
will always have a place in your heart
yasmine Mar 2015
,
i cried today because
i looked in the mirror
and didn't like what
was looking back at me
yasmine Mar 2015
i always find a problem with myself
i promised you i would never judge
but i always seem to judge myself
  Mar 2015 yasmine
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I want you to hold my hand.
Hold my hand so tight that my bones break and every crack whispers how much you really need me. The space between my fingers should forget what it's like to be empty because you'll fix each and every crease. Light a fire in my palms and melt away any other touch other than your own.
I desire you.
I am something worth destroying. Can't you see that I would rather be a pile of broken floorboards and shattered glass than an abandoned house, having never been touched by you? Burn your name across my body and tattoo it onto my heart so I understand what it means to love with a passion.
I want to thank you.
You've made minutes feel like decades by holding me until my internal clock shattered and the only perception I had of time was the beating of your heart. You turned words I was too afraid to speak into currency and now I am a millionaire with nothing to show for it except your smile. You filled my eyes with stars and heart with assurance so when pieces of me died I still had something left to believe in. You never gave up on me when everyone else did.
yasmine Mar 2015
//
i found a loophole
from the promise you
made me make
i'm sorry.
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