Wilbur: Favorites

I spent last night
Crunching numbers

10
Times you led me on

9
Nights we stayed up talking

8
Weeks since you decided I wasn’t worth it

7
Crushed up poems on the floor of my room

6
Outfits thrown aside to make sure I look my best

5
Days I spent trying to get over you

4
Friends that know what we did

3
3 a.m FaceTime calls

2
Coats of mascara

1
Big regret

#numbers #him #miss #broken #forget #boy #regret #poem #worth

Dec 2019 Wilbur

It's Just Sad

Dec 2019 Wilbur

Lil Lalo

It's Just Sad

It's just sad
That when I push people
Away
They just go
And don't even try to
Stay

Dec 2019 Wilbur

The scariest part

Dec 2019 Wilbur

Lil Lalo

The scariest part

You asked
What is the scariest part?

I answer
The scariest part
is not the feeling of loneliness
or the darkness that fills you
despite the looming pain
of emptiness

The scariest part
is the realization
that you have lost yourself
completely
sinking in as you lay awake
at 2 AM
because you lost the ability to sleep
and you can't even cry
because you don't even care

Dec 2019 Wilbur

Sunset Dies

Dec 2019 Wilbur

rpmspoet

Sunset Dies

green, blue, heavenly
red watching the sunset as
colors bled out dead

you can follow me on instagram at @rpmspoet

#haiku

Dec 2019 Wilbur

Let me out

Dec 2019 Wilbur

Edward

Let me out

I need the light.
I want the day.
Dig me up.
Forget my name.
Try to climb.
I slip away.
Let me out.

Crawling on the ground.
Back to you.
Dig me up.
Forget my name.
Tried to crawl.
But I slipped away.
Let me out.
Can you hear me?
Let me out.

I need the light.
I want the day.
Won’t you dig me up?
I’ve listened.
I’ve given.
Let me out.
Can you hear me?
Let me out.

#dark #melancholy #alone

Dec 2019 Wilbur

I can see in my eyes

Dec 2019 Wilbur

Angel

I can see in my eyes

Every time I open my eyes
I can see so many lies
But every time I look at the sky
I can see the truth in my eyes

One day I can get over,
with this lonely nights
Someday I will see the light,
That will be going to rise

Dreams that so far
Will going to be my part
Hopes that so high
I will be going to reach that so right

I know God will guide me in this journey.