Obsession
Watching you from distant, is an edgy feast
As you crawl in, like a feisty beast
I am forced to ignore all that’s around me
While the spirits wither and whisper
Tell me that you could set me free
Your tales from the battles
Your victories and conquests
Fascinate me all the more
You aren’t trustable, to myself I swore
Then comes out your witty compassion
That’s when I accommodate you in a whole new fashion
Try to make settlements with my mind
To my surprise, you are one of a kind
So blindfolded I become, wander alone in the woods
Trying to solve these perplexing feuds
You miss no opportunity to haul my attention
You compress all of my growing suspicion
The blend of truth and lie
I want to peek in and pry  
Engrossed into the evil within your heart
Now, only death could do us apart

I hate the mirror because it's always true.
It shows me from what what i'm gone through.
It shows me my ugliest scars that are given by the wars.
Wars between me and animal who silently killed my inner peace.
I never take photograph to suspect a single trace.
My love for you has turned to hate
Suddenly, one page life has turned for debate.
One beast killed my inner peace.
Now i'll never see anyone so trustable
No one could ever suspect a thing
My perfectly applied makeup hides everything
I hate the mirror because its always true
It shows me from what what i'm gone through.

To my sweet love,
My name is beautiful
My name is unique
My name is silly
My name is happy
My name is lovable
My name is smart
My name is carrying
My name is compassionate
My name is empathetic
My name is trustable
My name is patient
My name is everything in the world
My name is anything you want it to be
But of course you don't realize
All the names I possess
But that doesn't bother me
Because I know exactly what you are
And what you are
Is something that I don't have

Do you know Jesus?
Only He is trustable
His Love is greatest

serious
he said

why so serious
they asked

meanwhile mysterious
i know you like it, humans

my eyes flirt with every eye
without knowing

without realizing
i'm searching for trustable eyes

and why so serious
if that's the only way to reach a soul

One day the gods will stumble,
The universe will crumble,
Death tolls will be double,
Earth will only be rubble,
And gravity will be fubble

The same day the oxygen will become toxic
As will trust
Become trustable

It feels good
To have someone

Who knows
What to say and when to say it

Yet when that person is pushing
He wants more and more

And I'm scared he has every key
To all my locks

And if he asked at the right time
I'm scared I'd let him in

And it might be fun
But I can't buy anymore locks

And he may be fun
But unfortunately fun doesn't mean trustable

and fun never lasts
and neither does he

Everyone yet no one is trustable
I cant discover new love,I'm still
Starring at the old one,too many problems
Noise I think I drank a slow poison because
I feel like my body is giving up.

I wanna feel loveable

But now everything's less trustable

So I shell up

Uncrustable

Reasons
He worked in many BPO call centres and was considered a tenured agent
Meaning he knew what he was doing and could be trusted not to **** up
Not all tenured reps were so trustable or blemish free some really ******* up
Getting caught having *** in the security office with the guard watching the CCTV
Spotted raiding the biscuit cabinet that belonged to one of the vendors
Attempting to bribe the client by approaching a rival company to sell secrets
Setting up a rep you don’t like to take the fall for fraud that you actually did
Swing thru the axle of the boss’ Jaguar sports car so he died in a high speed crash
All this and more was done by so called trustable tenured reps over the years
It was an example of what not to be like no matter what the reason or motive