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For my cousin, Chris Goldrick Lacing my skates after walking two miles in girl-strictured delight Mom's stories of Sonja Henie-- No, not ever Lacing my skates with  snow-ball pompoms felt skirt and nylon tights Cute little hat with matching scarf My thighs and fingers already freezing icy burn from miles on foot to get there the lake where-- I must get out I must get OUT! Knowing what to expect from my body the quick-twitch of muscle Could always sense specific-- gravity of water     at 22 degrees Desiring to feel the motion between ice and steel Read speed's vibrations through my body The brain registers relation to weather's effect Tell of velocity possibility of fall Feel the slash of the blades beneath me Throw my weight sideways, sudden to hear that furious hiss An object in motion tending, dire to stay in motion Threatening to stay there always in its heights-- of speed away-- from the crowds of skaters swirling distant in the lights Seeking instead the farthest reaches of Porter Lake speed and speed and more to overcome inertia of what it is to become undone at the outer edges, of humanity A force centrifugal unto myself Avoiding Pregnant and slow with years and babes.... The best must be broken and tamed of what it takes to stay free catching the edges with every stride catching my toe in the quick 180 spray of frost to the sudden still Listen to the frigid chill and the heave of my breath tumbling into evidence Gliding Once Forever-- on, into darkness of woods on frozen water The wildness of it all So infatuated with flight so full of grace I forgot Sonja The moon rose from her seat in the treetops and applauded
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Jul 17, 2018
Jul 17, 2018 at 3:54 PM UTC
Night Skating at Porter Lake
For my cousin, Chris Goldrick Lacing my skates after walking two miles in girl-strictured delight Mom's stories of Sonja Henie-- No, not ever Lacing my skates with  snow-ball pompoms felt skirt and nylon tights Cute little hat with matching scarf My thighs and fingers already freezing icy burn from miles on foot to get there the lake where-- I must get out I must get OUT! Knowing what to expect from my body the quick-twitch of muscle Could always sense specific-- gravity of water     at 22 degrees Desiring to feel the motion between ice and steel Read speed's vibrations through my body The brain registers relation to weather's effect Tell of velocity possibility of fall Feel the slash of the blades beneath me Throw my weight sideways, sudden to hear that furious hiss An object in motion tending, dire to stay in motion Threatening to stay there always in its heights-- of speed away-- from the crowds of skaters swirling distant in the lights Seeking instead the farthest reaches of Porter Lake speed and speed and more to overcome inertia of what it is to become undone at the outer edges, of humanity A force centrifugal unto myself Avoiding Pregnant and slow with years and babes.... The best must be broken and tamed of what it takes to stay free catching the edges with every stride catching my toe in the quick 180 spray of frost to the sudden still Listen to the frigid chill and the heave of my breath tumbling into evidence Gliding Once Forever-- on, into darkness of woods on frozen water The wildness of it all So infatuated with flight so full of grace I forgot Sonja The moon rose from her seat in the treetops and applauded
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Dark waters claim the lily pads, Delicate greens shatter, blacken, and sink— Deeper, deeper into shadows they wade, To be alive in their mortality. As cold twilight wraps them in tender embrace, A mortal heart cannot love what cannot decay; To love, to lose—such fleeting beauty lies. -Sonja Kettunen (@sojafoxpoetry)
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Oct 20, 2024
Oct 20, 2024 at 8:54 AM UTC
Lily's Embrace
Splattered boots stand ready, resting from tied black laces and muddy roads. An attaché case gapes too, cwtches the photo of a young woman with dark wavy hair, her unframed forever- smile focussed on a face behind the camera at the moment the shutter clicked and clicks and clicks opening and closing, packing and unloading, staying and leaving, making up a bed from striped & labelled winceyette. Here's a tear of tissue paper stabbed urgently on folded cloth with random red stitches. Here's the Star of King David pointing upwards, locked on the blanket by one steel safety pin.
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Jun 27, 2016
Jun 27, 2016 at 11:36 AM UTC
Pinning the star.Thoughts on the collage.work.by Sonja Benskin Mesher
Miss Ciano you didn't do so well Perhaps you can help us with this cloud? We have to tame it Miss Ciano, Go to the mountain and immerse ourselves Let the thunder out and let it pass Death is all part of life Miss Ciano The last bit You know that You can always sit and watch the sea If we went to Conwy we would see the sea In Conwy I do enjoy your daily offerings
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Oct 5, 2015
Oct 5, 2015 at 3:32 AM UTC
for Sonja
By Arcassin B & Sonja B.M SBM left the ring in procession, silently walked the track. dust rose, the distance grew. out of sight , talked in code and rhythms. the train passed, gulls flew the heat haze. on return, no one spoke. AB Flowing streams, Except very hard and rugged, I remember the days of ceiling leaks into buckets, I see, Crazy **** when I'm on my meds, Why dont you believe me, When I say I see the tracks with a dark red.
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Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 9:50 PM UTC
"Hallucinating Toy Trains" (collab w/ Sonja Benskin Mesher)
I would be this gentle mist that lingers On autumn’s flowered field— Yet I wish I could be a golden sunbeam, Painting my lover's lashes in a gilded haze. But that is not me. With gentle kisses, I **** the summer’s flowers; I am the coldness they fear. I wrap the earth within my arms, but blind its sight— My love summons winter’s night to arrive, Stilling the pulse of all that once breathed life. I swear my love brings death to every chamber, But maybe that is the price we’re meant to pay. For love and pain have always been entwined, And when we bleed, as everyone must one day, We will bleed as one. -Sonja Kettunen (ig: @sojafoxpoetry)
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Oct 16, 2024
Oct 16, 2024 at 8:28 AM UTC
Frost-kissed love
Out by the bay Sonja sleeps She opens her eyes Only to peek At the passing cars Or at the loud noise Maybe it's her name Maybe it's his voice Then out of the blue A man passes by And then she pretends To keep shut her eyes But here I am By the nearby palm tree, spying I notice that Sonja is not sleeping She's crying Tears are of no notice to others but me Poor sleeping Sonja Under the tree I can make up all sorts of stories But I never will know From where these tears came To where will it go So I sat beside Sonja A drink in my hand I said "Sonja, my dear Do not cry. I know you are weary That's why you sleep. But know dearest that I have been watching you weep." Sonja opened her eyes, all in a glaze Then asked me a question Looking away from my face She spoke in the faintest of voices, she said, "Hal do you know who that man was, the man in the hat? If you do not know, then why do you care? You do not know me enough to despair." "Sonja, how do I know that your name is yours? There is a meaning to actions however you don't see. Now tell me your story." Then the man went and stood from the stool he had sat And left with his panama hat He did not even look our way He said not a word, from the very start to the very end It seemed he had made his way there To see sleeping Sonja, that was all. She told me of lost love Of not wishing to sin She told me he married A woman he did love But their love was new His and Sonja's was old Sonja had been sent to a convent When they were in love When she broke her vow She thought so could he Now he merely passes the bay And Sonja waits patiently I felt for her story When would she end her waiting? When she gets old and the sun wrinkles her skin? Why does he keep her hoping? Pain is a memory that we insist on remembering Forgetting is a choice, not a flaw How can we forgive When we return to the past? He must be returning the favor he thinks And Sonja sleeps in atonement.
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Nov 8, 2015
Nov 8, 2015 at 10:38 AM UTC
Sonja & Hal
Out by the bay Sonja sleeps She opens her eyes Only to peek At the passing cars Or at the loud noise Maybe it's her name Maybe it's his voice Then out of the blue A man passes by And then she pretends To keep shut her eyes But here I am By the nearby palm tree, spying I notice that Sonja is not sleeping She's crying Tears are of no notice to others but me Poor sleeping Sonja Under the tree I can make up all sorts of stories But I never will know From where these tears came To where will it go So I sat beside Sonja A drink in my hand I said "Sonja, my dear Do not cry. I know you are weary That's why you sleep. But know dearest that I have been watching you weep." Sonja opened her eyes, all in a glaze Then asked me a question Looking away from my face She spoke in the faintest of voices, she said, "Hal do you know who that man was, the man in the hat? If you do not know, then why do you care? You do not know me enough to despair." "Sonja, how do I know that your name is yours? There is a meaning to actions however you don't see. Now tell me your story." Then the man went and stood from the stool he had sat And left with his panama hat He did not even look our way He said not a word, from the very start to the very end It seemed he had made his way there To see sleeping Sonja, that was all. She told me of lost love Of not wishing to sin She told me he married A woman he did love But their love was new His and Sonja's was old Sonja had been sent to a convent When they were in love When she broke her vow She thought so could he Now he merely passes the bay And Sonja waits patiently I felt for her story When would she end her waiting? When she gets old and the sun wrinkles her skin? Why does he keep her hoping? Pain is a memory that we insist on remembering Forgetting is a choice, not a flaw How can we forgive When we return to the past? He must be returning the favor he thinks And Sonja sleeps in atonement.
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*"I once tried to fit my head and whole body in a Pringles can, just so someday when I die, it would be easier for them to bury me."* It was something Sonja would say. Though I begin to forget who she is, how she likes to think, what she likes to say and do. I am erasing her, though all we ever were is a dancer's footprints on the beach. We have never had a proper dance lesson. I wonder what kind of lie it was when I thought of buying a pair of nice, soft pink ballet shoes. But honesty runs in my blood and that's why each month I bleed for seven days. I am gluing the butterflies to the wall. They would glow in the dark and do with us what the Blue Fairy do with Pinocchio. None of us has ever lied until we found the ruby. I feel that her nose is becoming longer, longer than ever. It feels ethereal, like we are one but separated. Light as an angel's step. I cannot stop thinking about the dance. Going to the beach, while the road is still moonlit. Tonight the sky is clear. I can hear the crickets chirp. I am forgetting how her voice sounds, how her hair falls, how her eyes open and close. I think it's because I might have defenestrated her. That is how the curtain insists to stay in red. "I want to marry my earphone." I wonder if it is also something Sonja would say. I only remember her as a yellow thing, small as sprout and dead as bark. She tried a lot to kiss some metal and cold liquids, but her lips were too unreal and her nails would not ever grow long. I think she fell and broke a whole skull. It is always our dream to be the sand.
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Sep 9, 2014
Sep 9, 2014 at 1:45 PM UTC
Sonja
*"I once tried to fit my head and whole body in a Pringles can, just so someday when I die, it would be easier for them to bury me."* It was something Sonja would say. Though I begin to forget who she is, how she likes to think, what she likes to say and do. I am erasing her, though all we ever were is a dancer's footprints on the beach. We have never had a proper dance lesson. I wonder what kind of lie it was when I thought of buying a pair of nice, soft pink ballet shoes. But honesty runs in my blood and that's why each month I bleed for seven days. I am gluing the butterflies to the wall. They would glow in the dark and do with us what the Blue Fairy do with Pinocchio. None of us has ever lied until we found the ruby. I feel that her nose is becoming longer, longer than ever. It feels ethereal, like we are one but separated. Light as an angel's step. I cannot stop thinking about the dance. Going to the beach, while the road is still moonlit. Tonight the sky is clear. I can hear the crickets chirp. I am forgetting how her voice sounds, how her hair falls, how her eyes open and close. I think it's because I might have defenestrated her. That is how the curtain insists to stay in red. "I want to marry my earphone." I wonder if it is also something Sonja would say. I only remember her as a yellow thing, small as sprout and dead as bark. She tried a lot to kiss some metal and cold liquids, but her lips were too unreal and her nails would not ever grow long. I think she fell and broke a whole skull. It is always our dream to be the sand.
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You'll never know How much I loved you, How much I cared. You'll never know About my pain, About my broken heart. You'll never know How much I cried, Just lying on my bed And thinking of you . . . kissing her. -Sonja
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Feb 19, 2016
Feb 19, 2016 at 9:04 PM UTC
You'll Never Know
Talking about trash and vomitting i am staring at the ceiling with my dry mouth open I slept at three and woke up at eleven It was a sunny morning my roommate left at seven she left the curtain open and why did not she let the window break sometimes i think of jumping but standing on height makes me want to fall to bed and hide under the blanket I don't want to bathe and eat breakfast but i kept snacking and i wish i were that sweet tooth i haven't washed the dishes and ****** and i am thinking of Being in a plane Heat struck and breaking the window the wind the clouds the pressure I don't know if i am still afraid of heights I have never been that high enough anyway like i am on the second floor it's never high enough i think of the high buildings in the capital city but i just love her too much I will not I will not I will not let them read me in newspapers I still think about methods to die but it does not make sense anymore like i want to have bullets on my head like jesus' crown but i don't want the cold thing in my mouth i don't want my head to be a blood fountain out of the blue I am too drained even to think of running and jumping off a cliff like it's actually dumb and not pretty and i hear that we have so much to live We have so much to live I didn't have my breakfast I am too okay to think this laziness as depression i cannot blame my brain it is too okay it is too okay i am too okay i shouldn't complain Too much Too much i complain too much You grow flowers out of your corpse but all i want to be is to decay into plastic and harm the earth and it's true that such a sad world we live in I am getting you back here Sonja i am getting you back here You are still me You are still me You are still me Welcome home
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Oct 18, 2014
Oct 18, 2014 at 3:27 AM UTC
Sudden and unreflective
Talking about trash and vomitting i am staring at the ceiling with my dry mouth open I slept at three and woke up at eleven It was a sunny morning my roommate left at seven she left the curtain open and why did not she let the window break sometimes i think of jumping but standing on height makes me want to fall to bed and hide under the blanket I don't want to bathe and eat breakfast but i kept snacking and i wish i were that sweet tooth i haven't washed the dishes and ****** and i am thinking of Being in a plane Heat struck and breaking the window the wind the clouds the pressure I don't know if i am still afraid of heights I have never been that high enough anyway like i am on the second floor it's never high enough i think of the high buildings in the capital city but i just love her too much I will not I will not I will not let them read me in newspapers I still think about methods to die but it does not make sense anymore like i want to have bullets on my head like jesus' crown but i don't want the cold thing in my mouth i don't want my head to be a blood fountain out of the blue I am too drained even to think of running and jumping off a cliff like it's actually dumb and not pretty and i hear that we have so much to live We have so much to live I didn't have my breakfast I am too okay to think this laziness as depression i cannot blame my brain it is too okay it is too okay i am too okay i shouldn't complain Too much Too much i complain too much You grow flowers out of your corpse but all i want to be is to decay into plastic and harm the earth and it's true that such a sad world we live in I am getting you back here Sonja i am getting you back here You are still me You are still me You are still me Welcome home
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morning silence disappearing slowly into staccato rain Written by Ute Sonja Medley
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Oct 8, 2017
Oct 8, 2017 at 10:56 AM UTC
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RE: . pdf . sonja benskin mesher 06:07 Good Morning I wake to find the internet is fixed, so have read the document file. as time is short, and the fact that it all looks very well. I did like my odd spacing, yet the dots are there.Let us go ahead and both have a very nice day. I thank you for all your work on this, and at the weekend too. i am very pleased, a little excited. yes shall we refer to it as the journal. sbm.
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Nov 1, 2015
Nov 1, 2015 at 1:24 AM UTC
. talk, talk .
. I love to walk naked thru city streets & I can honestly say That The greatest city in the WHOLE WORLD to Walk around naked in Is Boston ( in the good ole USA ! ) ,,, Me & sonja benskin mesher We go there together All the time
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Oct 21, 2015
Oct 21, 2015 at 12:13 PM UTC
naked in boston
people trapped somewhere virtual reality existence reduced Written by Ute Sonja Medley
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Aug 6, 2017
Aug 6, 2017 at 10:41 AM UTC
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bouffant clouds sharing blue sky twinkling windows Written by Ute Sonja Medley
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Sep 25, 2017
Sep 25, 2017 at 6:28 AM UTC
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