"pitchblack" poems
everytime
i close my eyes
i see your face; in the
pitchblack darkness, the outline
of your soft features arise without
a single imperfection, yet
what a dangerous
twisted game this mind
creates because when i close my
eyes, i see you smiling and a
sin it is when i almost
smile back.
gd
Mar 19, 2015
Mar 19, 2015 at 11:13 AM UTC
i
this parody of life beyond
a roaring loom of time
like an embrace
momentous
through the battled equinox of chance
the stirrings and strivings
born of earth and sky
toil, whine, whimper, moan
wait and tremble, hope and pray
then
the clear shining after rain
we sail the lifetide
on leaky bottoms
never to sight dry land again
ii
behind
the shards and wrecks
of innocent vagaries
of wayward plunges
that flee the point
beside
unobserved but observing
a sentient mould of slime
raddled
at break-neck hurry
before
is wrinkled wisdom
mellow laughter
a hand-made unborn
of a callow womb
hereafter is ever
now is gone by
past is prelude
iii
snowwhite or pitchblack
lowly or lofty
free-born or fettered
yearling or aging
worms shall feast
upon thy flesh
to elements irreducible
and in thy nakedness
come face to face
with thy maker
May 2, 2015
May 2, 2015 at 11:24 PM UTC
Majestically under the ominous, dark clouds,
The rain pours over the Earth, moistening it in a hard, then gentle way as each drop, each body of water sinks into the bottom, vanishes,
With a rythm, each follow a purpose, a goal they want to reach.
Fertilising the earth after a drought, letting life grow out of light after those dark clouds make room for the golden light of the rising sun.
Let them be distorted, these drops of cheer, sadness, happy thoughts and agony, carried by the rough storms of an autumn afternoon.
Hitting the window, they display their tune with their delicate figure,
In harmony with the wistling wind and the growling of the sinister thunder the orchestra of nature reaches it's peak in this sensation.
The sky is pitchblack, yet crossed by lightnings every now and then,
Providing a lightshow, which might be a bit too dangerous to be around, for the music of nature, dancing, swaying across the clouds,
What is it that makes this silly storm catch my attention so much ?
Perhaps, the song of the lonesome rain when everyone escapes in order to not get soaked, is what truly touches my heart.
Because there is no one outside to listen to it.
~ Umi
Sep 14, 2018
Sep 14, 2018 at 3:14 PM UTC
One night, one evening
Girl, scared
O’re the toilet she’s heaving
Ok
Refrain
Another shot
On the way
Methane
*******
Ecstasy in her, broke veins
Insane
Propane
She puts down the bottle to find her
Left brain
Mundane
How to drown out
This pain
This pain
Her thought train
Now just an empty track
Please Father I pray
Give this girl her life back
Hey but,
This time around
She’s gonna be alright
This time around
She’s gonna put up a fight
This time around
She’s ready to ignite
Yea this time around
She’s gonna get it right
Sayin’
This time around
She’s gonna be alright
This time around
She’s gonna take it to the heights
This time around
She’s ready to rewrite
Yea this time around
She’s gonna get it right
Comeback
Icepack
She’s feeling around
Pitchblack
Missed that
Take a deep breath
Fill her air sack
Kickback
Relax
Stop time
Rewind
To the gods above
She whined
But they could only sit there and laugh
At the suffering of their favorite little handicraft
One second
from a blast
From the past
“Why me” she would ask
She would ask
Agast
Harassed
Daddy put his hand on her back
Abashed
She lashed
Against the bed
roughcast
Night after night
And day after day
Their little secret
Would never ever walk away
Down the street
Watch her feet
Clippings on the concrete
Retreat
So sweet
Calm her little heartbeat
Repeat safe
Repeat scared
Find comfort in ******* on her hair
Get away from him
Get away from them
She ain’t never gonna go back again
She’s on her own now
It’s up to her
Mindset switch
Emotional transfer
Ain’t nothing but a reflex you see
Little girl grown up
She drinks away reality
Nov 4, 2016
Nov 4, 2016 at 2:22 PM UTC
Spring lasted especially long this week.
I
danced alongside the tall grass,
wondered about butterflies breathing the same air as me,
competed with the rays of sunshine.
But even in spring, there were storms.
I knew it would end.
So, who's next in line?
Autumn? Winter? Summer?
Winter.
It was pitchblack.
The night came too soon.
So I threw my ashes into the fireplace
and it lit up the room for a little while.
Autumn.
I saw red
eyes like autumn leaves.
Last night
I couldn't fall asleep,
so I held a candle to the devil.
Summer.
I heard myself breathe.
My palms shouldn't slip out of what I was holding on to.
and sweat shouldn't taste like metal.
I.....
I tasted metal and I SAW
RED
It watched me rearrange everything in my room
but nothing was put in place.
Clothes weren't the only thing that were folded
and these creases I wear on my skin couldn't be ironed out.
The blizzard took everything away.
It was pitchblack
I swear I saw myself in the mirror,
but I wasn't there.
And I swear you were there,
but I wasn't.
I breathed.
Tried to do so quietly.
Not wishing to leave any footprints in the sand,
I ended up bringing a shoe full of sand home.
That night,
I watched the sandcastle I build crumble into thin air.
IT WAS PITCHBLACK. Where am I?
I HEARD MYSELF BREATHE. Stop breathing.
I SAW RED. There's a hole in the wall shaped like a fist.
I HEARD MYSELF BREATHE. I can't look into your eyes.
IT WAS PITCHBLACK. Where is everyone?
I HEARD MYSELF BREATHE. I'm sorry.
I SAW RED. I saw blue too
I watched the tides wash the bones I used to carry
and the skin I used to wear
away every night.
Red. Pitchblack. Breathe. Pitchblack. Pitchblack. Red. Breathe. I'm sorry. It's not my fault. I'm sorry. BREATHE. BREATHE. BREATHE.
I watched the seasons change against the sun's will.
I waited
for the calm after a storm.
I wished for them to stop.
I do not want spring, summer, autumn, or winter
Just give my skin and my bones
back to me.
Dec 26, 2014
Dec 26, 2014 at 8:36 PM UTC
Colorful
He didn't know they cared.
His lost self is drowning.
Alone in the world he dared,
To look at it all frowning.
He felt like a horse in the water
looking at the light.
He was never seen by his mother.
Gave up because of the fright.
For all this time he was alone.
No one wanted to see him cry.
For all the failures he saw his own.
And wished the world goodbye.
Gulped into a wirlpool of menkind.
Dark, pitchblack at the end of the light.
Nothing he could ever find.
Nothing could make him fight, at least not with all his might.
His idols are weak, and chose to walk on highways.
His family never blinked an eye.
No one could count all those days.
Were he kept asking himself why.
He was a wrong soul in his own life.
He did not belong in this fase.
Lied who he was and took the dive.
As if he was the only one in his race.
Those who follow me will die, he said.
So I will live on my own from now.
But life is not living while dead.
And he greeted his crowd with a bow.
His colours match mine.
That is what scared me the most.
Only I pretend to be fine.
While he saw more and overdosed.
What colour is it, that tangled our lifelines?
Will I meet my colour soon?
I hope it's bright, I hope it shines.
I hope it is the blue of the moon.
Or the pink of a lily.
The yellow of a bumblebee
Oh no, don't look at it silly.
It's not just the colours you see.
Whatever colour it is, it's not shown by the mirror.
We will never see what we carry.
All we will ever see is error.
We hate dispair, yet discard the merry.
He met the horse and the kid.
He was swimming in his own memory.
The thick liquid paint stuck on the lid.
He never even got to say sorry.
Let's paint the world with you and me.
Family, friends, that girl across the street
And for the first time, it's his colour I see.
My colour gave me the chance to meet.
And suddenly, everyone cared
All eyes were fixed on him.
Aknowledged what he had beared.
Everything changed on a whim.
The happy feeling of sorrow.
The delight of burning alive.
Because there's always tomorrow.
It's never too late to strive.
And with pain he said the kid goodbye.
He took the horse along.
He never again doubted why.
Suddenly falling didn't feel wrong.
For he fell and I fell.
And we both stood up on our feet.
We're all good and well.
Ready to start sketching on a new sheet.
What colour is it I wear.
Is it bright and prone?
I claim to have much to bear.
But I was never really alone.
Jul 28, 2019
Jul 28, 2019 at 10:38 PM UTC