"moderating" poems
All that I am or hope to be I owe to my ANGEL mother…
Born as a child in this world..
But brought up by a divine fairy as if in paradise..
I’LL REMEMBER..
Greeted, loved, blessed, praised n cherished all in one sway..
The blessful hands on my forehead..
I’LL REMEMBER..
Scoffed, scolded, sometimes thrashed but then instantly forgiven..
That love..
I’LL REMEMBER..
The moderating essence of love and care..
Fulfilling all our yearns n neglecting her’s but still always a pretty smile..
I’LL REMEMBER..
Beginning with alphabets, stories, proses and now counseling afflictions of life..
All that persuades..
I’LL REMEMBER..
Your sacrifices, your devotion, your calmness, your essence..
Your love..
I’LL REMEMBER..
I wish every mother was like mines..
So my luck..
I’LL REMEMBER..
In this world everyone can betray but mother being the only exception..
I’LL REMEMBER..
Your divine countenance, your peerless smile, your adoring eyes..
Lovely u..
I’LL REMEMBER..
Love u mumma..
Thanks for giving life to me first and then becoming MINES…
Nov 21, 2012
Nov 21, 2012 at 7:47 AM UTC
In the spirit of progress
Let us not forget
Love is label free
~
in my preferred world
Love
needs no
man made moderating,
judgement,
or sanctioning.
No, in that expansive world
Love exists purely..
defying
institutions or packaging
Or Supreme Court pandering
<open letter to society>
The kind of love I aspire to
and have discovered
transcends your stamp of approval.
Love Is.
Jun 30, 2015
Jun 30, 2015 at 11:00 AM UTC
mine own psalm musings
*living between two broad, sea-emptying rivers,
a Majesty’s sentries to mark the differentiation~
division tween divine and a moderate human’s
moderating steps, as his stride shortens as the y/tears
lengthen, and it is accepted as an inevitable musky must,
no matter how the sweet spring day refreshes, the newly
planted trumpeting shards of bright yellows daffodils
pinch his yellowing eyes, few notice the tiny tears of
discrepancies of an annualized emboldening, a grand
heavenly rebirth and a slow man’s body self~editing,
shedding of a life’s~ending~of~story psalm musings*
*the man looks for the terrible swift sword, but its
failure to grace us with an appearance, is but a
modest disappointment, for a deferred delay is but
a causation to eke out a few mordant, pungent, caustic
reminders of all that is yet to be, to be accomplished,
though the smirking lips of the necessity of yet, one
more unloved poem extant, tilting the Earth’s axis
benevolently toward the open palms of his beneficiaries who*,
you,
*are among them numbered, is but, a green shoot in a city’s
hopeful earth planted, by summer, will shed seeds to come
thy way, as an evocation, a good consternation, a joyous
provocation, an asking kingly~gentle, a royal polite inquiry,
would you care to add a a verse to this eternal verse?
before time shreds it too into a yellowed crumpling,
and to the earth it is returned, for the mine of this
psalms is only generic, genetic, and what is mine is well,*
and truly yours too.
nml
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March 31, 2024
NYC
9:16am
Sunday Mourning Service
Mar 31, 2024
Mar 31, 2024 at 9:25 AM UTC
severed , fish on the block
head I sit
ripe as a two year old egg
shelled
bitter as vinegar mixed with jack
Black stirred into a margarita and two shots of
house bourbon a beeker of *** two
fingers of peepermint schnapps
and a handi-wipe
for a napkin
moderating an argument between this big woman
and a bear of a man
about the rules of pool
whether balls are big small which
both of them dripping ice from their nostrils wild *** eyed
trying to slip off the far edge of the stool and at least go ****
they have me surrounded
one in my left ear big girl in my right
any closer their teeth would take a bite
sneered she does good and he all 6 4 350 lbs of him
reeks of hard work and the drout
I see clouds overhead
clouds everywhere
a lot of spit
little rain
Mar 17, 2017
Mar 17, 2017 at 2:46 AM UTC
*are you all ******* ******** that you require fancy-dress parties to establish the fact that you're drunk?! i could have acquired that judgemental coordinate without you even moderating, because Melbourne was the party-capital... as **** it was... it was trapped in colonialism... party prior the Aboriginal; i spent my time drinking with them, it was fun, more fun that spending the same amount of time with you.*
i'd never trust people
who mix
alcohol with orange juice;
i'd consider
trusting those who mix
it with carrot pulp instead;
feels like frying-up
a ginger-garlic paste
for a heathen curry:
heathen meaning cooked
by a blanc diablé.
Aug 24, 2016
Aug 24, 2016 at 10:54 PM UTC
Designated *****
Tastes and wasted time
Waking up bored enough
To jump off a building
Listening to forty
Years of life and love
I share mine of nil
I've had my fill
Of nonsense for today
Iced-over managing me
Lied obscene moderating
Miniscule matters
Multiplied by how much I dread
The amplification
Arduous impotency
Marked on inadequately
Silence as the fall completes
Jun 18, 2014
Jun 18, 2014 at 7:24 PM UTC
I've found my voice again
It's cracked through my throat
like a butterfly
that was transmuting in it's cocoon
For five years
It's like the impenetrable dam
I had constructed
to hold back my truth
Has been utterly demolished
By the power of my truth
like surging waters
Overcoming my fears
Right now my words are like tsunamis
I closed my eyes yesterday
And I witnessed a tornado rising up inside from my belly
Someone prayed for me yesterday and said
She saw me at the throne of God,
God laid his hands on my head
And gave me an anointing of power and courage
I am a warrior
Borne of love
There are no buts or ifs or excuses anymore that I can lean on
The truth is spilling through me and for once I'm
not moderating it
It's wild and terrifying
People are scared
I'm scared
Because I realize now
That I can no longer live this lie
that I've been living for so long
The truth is making sure of it
The truth is pouring through me,
And this time,
I'm willing to speak it.
Nov 10, 2018
Nov 10, 2018 at 8:47 AM UTC