"fulfillness" poems
Let love's sunset into my heart
With sullen greys tinged in pink
With last rays of warmth
Before there comes the chill
Let the last breath of fulfillness
Ease around my heart
Take away the sunny memories
Softly as the light fades away
Fading fast empty embraces
And kisses that have no taste
As softly whispered I love yous
Fall into the Atlantic sea
Come nightness surround now
My empty heart
Console my ache and care
So come now , sunset of my heart
Feb 16, 2015
Feb 16, 2015 at 7:57 PM UTC
He was kind and sweet
He made the promises
That girls like me admired
I was naive and innocent
Was neglected from those in my life
Desperate for attention and praise
I believed and trusted him
Days went by and he changed
He started to manipulate me
Promises of fulfillness broken
Made me feel worthless
And like i had no worth
Soon i looked in the mirror
And only saw what he saw in me
I looked in the mirror and did not recognize
who i was anymore
Dec 15, 2020
Dec 15, 2020 at 11:20 PM UTC
Darkest of all night,
This pain that I had,
Striking straight to my heart,
Destroyed, fall apart.
Limitless of pieces,
Spread out to the universe,
Seeking for fulfillness,
Instead of happiness.
Jul 3, 2019
Jul 3, 2019 at 3:53 PM UTC
"It won't last, it won't ******* last," murmured the optimist
here's to finding ways to getting him out of the picture in sequential order cheers
my electric toothbrush, lays vulnerable in the corner waiting for the day yours shall touch mine and all negative energies shall flow through positive energies so it shall no longer be dead
he kept seeing shadows of your face at the bottom of every bottle that night and that's why he can't wake up anymore
we rearranged things to the point like it appears i cracked in half over each individual seam of your existence but i did not dare let one fragment of myself lose itself to you
if you look closer at my blood cells, you'll see the distant reflections of things we should have done and things we will never do
Chernobyl was just a prelude to the damning disintegration of my heart the moment your fatality-laced fingers grazed mine for the first time
When the Chernobyl Kids whisper, it's just my soul seeking for ways to enter your ear but you refuse to let one toxin enter you
you came in through the arteries in my heart, and left through the veins in my neck with one slit of your blade-laden lips
there's this huge void where that heart used to be and i can't help but wonder if it was always like this
then i realize, when you touch me, i feel reborn. the sun resides in my chest and no one is exempt from what joy you bring to my life
if he won't shake your father's hand, i will
how dare you look into her mother's eyes and not shed one tear of joy, one tear for the gratitude and fulfillness she brought into your life
the countless dimes i earned for her could never compare to the priceless pearls in her eyes - the penultimate treasure to get lost in
they look at my "prized achievements" and all i want to do is point to you but you're around his arm and sorrow is around mines
"It won't last, it won't ******* last," bellowed the pessimist.
Jun 15, 2014
Jun 15, 2014 at 11:15 PM UTC