You are still a good person when you wake up naked
next to a man you don't remember
you are still a good person when you have to find out his name
by digging through the mail sitting on his kitchen table.
You are a good person when you call your brother's girlfriend
that word that she often acts like.
You are a good person when you take free drinks from men at bars
without returning a favor.
You are still a good person when you choose to let go of your parent's religion.
Don't let the ghosts of guilt dance outside of your windows,
like flames,
they will engulf you.
Don't pray for forgiveness,
forgive yourself.
Don't be cocky,
don't get walked upon,
you are worth not more than them, but you are worth just as much.
Cool it a little on the ***, Cheech and Chong,
it makes you inarticulate
and your dad will find your stash one day,
and flush it all down the toilet.
Say thank you more often and be more sincere.
People will not always be kind,
know that it is special when they are.
Stay in one spot, even after you **** everything up,
let it breath, you'll see it's not so bad.
Know that the ugly sits in all of us regardless if we
stay long enough to let anyone else see it or not.
When counting friends, count them on one hand,
bigger numbers will never mean "less alone."
Choose quality over quantity every time.
Let people finish their sentences,
don't pretend to know what they are going to say;
You do not now, and will never... know it all.
When the first boy you love treats you like something that is
disposable or easily replaced,
don't cheat on him.
LEAVE, GO, Don't look back!
Relationships are not jail sentences,
you don't owe them time.
Besides, his forgiveness
will never mean you can forgive yourself.
When that one other boyfriend introduces
you to his friends as his roomatte,
don't later follow him to bed.
Demand that he treats you like you would like
your future daughter to be treated.
Because you are somebody's daughter,
and your mother, she loves you a **** of a lot!
Don't be afraid to run home when your heart hurts.
Your mother's house will be clean and
it will smell like fresh coffee early in the mornings.
Drink your coffee by the kitchen window
watch the sunlight saturate the fruit trees.
let your mother kiss your forehead, then say goodbye.
Remember, there was a reason you left.
One last thing…
When that one terrible thing happens
that you don't often talk about
Don't blame yourself for hiding, and crying.
Don't shake in crowded rooms,
don't need ***** to talk to strangers.
Please, don't question why it didn't mess her up
like it messed you up.
You saw her scars that could be easily seen
but you will never see the ones she hides beneath her skin.
I bet you want to know if things get better
Um, I'm not sure they do.
Things do get different
and somehow,
when you get to that point, different will be enough for you.
