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Here’s a sunny card to cheer up your hospital room.
Kate’s Flowers c. 1936 by Winifred Nicholson
So glad you’ve got your own room
And can therefore do a bit more of what you want to.
Take it easy though!
 
This painting is not what it seems.
Taking the long long look
that Jeanette Winterson recommends
there’s this abundance of orange
and its close friend yellow:
plenty and laughter
joining hands with
wisdom and calm.
Sometimes known as Kate’s Bunch
It’s an oil on plywood,
painted in Paris.
Two vases, daffodils and lilies,
the latter’s petals fallen on
a polished table, mahogany possibly,
and spread about by a gust of wind,
or perhaps a passing child. Kate
her first born, her miracle child
just seven when this painting was made.
 
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There, sitting in front of us
in the stalls in the Town Hall,
was Stockhausen himself,
resplendent in the orange jumper
he always seemed to wear
in the last years of his life.
Because he invariably wore
white shirts and white jeans
an orange jumper, scarf
and jacket seemed sensible
garb for an angel from Sirius,
particularly when working in his garden.
At a concert he’d been known
to sport a purple scarf.
Orange and purple:
two colours that defy rhyme
but clearly not the reason
of this genius from another planet.
  
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This Orange is Ecstatic.
Its theme of six quick notes,
almost never leaves the music.
Composer Michael Torke
slows it down, smooths it out,
it’s so quick and catchy
momentum builds up quickly;
it simply sounds (almost) unstoppable.
It sure is! Such fun,
and so good to listen to
because you never loose the thread.
Ok, the tune cycles round your head
but the instruments change
and there’s lots of extra tunes
playing away like good buddies.
This is music you can’t help smiling to.
It’s Ecstatic and Orange.

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Did you know there’s a Music of Colour?
It is so new that few people,
except those who are creating it,
are aware that it exists.
At all.
 
Colour has seven degrees
of depth intensity.
With Orange it's
Alabaster
Apricot
Fire
Fox
Copper
Tobacco
Black coffee
 
Colour has seven degrees
between the shade of its hue
to its neutralization.
With orange it's
flame
sand
ochre
bistre
fawn
dun
mud
 
Oh Winifred, have you any idea
of the song your colours sing?
How orange and yellow
and blue and white
and almost purple
with a little green
make music become a picture.
 
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I bought some orange tights! X
Oh Gosh! X
I’m not wearing them though . . . X
There’s a time and place for orange tights . . .
wait for (poetic) instructions please . . . X
Curiouser and curiouser . . . X
 
You see I bought this frock
in a charity shop.
Folly green and Pointing white
it was pleasantly patterned,
though a small fourteen,
and knowing he’d like it
I put it on one night
before we went to bed.
And he said:
‘You know it would be just right
with a pair of orange tights.’
And so it is.
Just right.

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Dearest,
don’t let me touch you
yet, above the knee
where this warm colour
flows towards that centre
of your movements’ grace,
where lower limbs join
to kiss and stroke each inner thigh,
those quiet smooth planes of softest skin
that inviting so the caress of a hand,
daring so the intimate touch of a cheek.
Let orange keep you close to the possibility of passion
to the glow of your beauty’s length and line
where the firmness of your standing self
will shine out and speak of purpose
and of love’s sweet gift.

Your eyes no longer shine
As bright as they once did
No more do your irises cage a raging flare
Once bursting with beauty

No longer do they conceal the lights the night brings out

I remember how they would endlesssly burn,
When the colours of a dying twilight
Would swirl within your bistre pupils
And lace your glares with its splendour
I remember, while our passion still burned,
Losing myself in the depths of your glare,
In the stars of your stares
In the depths of the night

That fire is gone
But its glow lives on
Somewhere within the dreams I love the most
Brightening my sleep with its bliss

If I were to have one thing -
One thing just for me -
I'd always be able to see your eyes,
To see the way you smile, anytime.

I'm an envious creature; not jealous.
I envy those lucky enough to experience
The pleasure afforded by your
Quick-fire, bistre gaze, and smile alike.

My sweet-tooth is ever sated by the syrup
Made from the sugar of your smile
And the warmth of your eyes.

I wish it could be that way, everyday.

If there were one thing I could have -
Just one thing for me -
I'd always be able to see those eyes
And that smile of yours,

                                           If it we up to me.

Carmen est maigre - un trait de bistre
Cerne son oeil de gitana ;
Ses cheveux sont d'un noir sinistre ;
Sa peau, le diable la tanna.

Les femmes disent qu'elle est laide,
Mais tous les hommes en sont fous ;
Et l'archevêque de Tolède
Chante la messe à ses genoux ;

Car sur sa nuque d'ambre fauve
Se tord un énorme chignon
Qui, dénoué, fait dans l'alcôve
Une mante à son corps mignon,

Et, parmi sa pâleur, éclate
Une bouche aux rires vainqueurs,
Piment rouge, fleur écarlate,
Qui prend sa pourpre au sang des coeurs.

Ainsi faite, la moricaude
Bat les plus altières beautés,
Et de ses yeux la lueur chaude
Rend la flamme aux satiétés.

Elle a dans sa laideur piquante
Un grain de sel de cette mer
D'où jaillit nue et provocante,
L'âcre Vénus du gouffre amer.

I miss you
I don't know why.
We talked yesterday

Yes,
I remember how your eyes sparkled
Two rings of a bistre fire
Shining with a midnight's glow
I remember how I was lost in them

I wish that your hand was still in mine
How I wish I could pull you close to me
To share just one more moment with you
Instead of wasting away
With the night's howls as my only companion

Maybe, I just miss your comfort
No matter
I could use your warmth right about now

Comfort
Yeah, I miss that

Blood courses, velveteen.
Alabaster & bistre limbs
inosculated, drawn up
by a methadone sun
to flirt with July skies.
Vertigo fails to fool-

we once loved at night only, scoring rind,
moaning premature world weary woes.
They appear now like blue-violet trail blazers,
defiant against the doubt of heady heights, 
guiding me to you:
my codeine haze, my shoegaze rhapsody,

‘Close my eyes / feel me now':
ours is the real thing,
kissed by the fervent fire.

L'Océan sonore

Palpite sous l'oeil

De la lune en deuil

Et palpite encore,


Tandis qu'un éclair

Brutal et sinistre

Fend le ciel de bistre

D'un long zigzag clair,


Et que chaque lame,

En bonds convulsifs,

Le long des récifs

Va, vient, luit et clame,


Et qu'au firmament,

Où l'ouragan erre,

Rugit le tonnerre

Formidablement.

Tu vois cela d'ici. Des ocres et des craies ;
Plaines où les sillons croisent leurs mille raies,
Chaumes à fleur de terre et que masque un buisson ;
Quelques meules de foin debout sur le gazon ;
De vieux toits enfumant le paysage bistre ;
Un fleuve qui n'est pas le Gange ou le Caystre,
Pauvre cours d'eau normand troublé de sels marins ;
A droite, vers le nord, de bizarres terrains
Pleins d'angles qu'on dirait façonnés à la pelle ;
Voilà les premiers plans ; une ancienne chapelle
Y mêle son aiguille, et range à ses côtés
Quelques ormes tortus, aux profils irrités,
Qui semblent, fatigués du zéphyr qui s'en joue,
Faire une remontrance au vent qui les secoue.
Une grosse charrette, au coin de ma maison,
Se rouille ; et, devant moi, j'ai le vaste horizon,
Dont la mer bleue emplit toutes les échancrures ;
Des poules et des coqs, étalant leurs dorures,
Causent sous ma fenêtre, et les greniers des toits
Me jettent, par instants, des chansons en patois.
Dans mon allée habite un cordier patriarche,
Vieux qui fait bruyamment tourner sa roue, et marche
A reculons, son chanvre autour des reins tordu.
J'aime ces flots où court le grand vent éperdu ;
Les champs à promener tout le jour me convient ;
Les petits villageois, leur livre en main, m'envient,
Chez le maître d'école où je me suis logé,
Comme un grand écolier abusant d'un congé.
Le ciel rit, l'air est pur ; tout le jour, chez mon hôte,
C'est un doux bruit d'enfants épelant à voix haute ;
L'eau coule, un verdier passe ; et moi, je dis : « Merci !
Merci, Dieu tout-puissant ! » Ainsi je vis ; ainsi,
Paisible, heure par heure, à petit bruit, j'épanche
Mes jours, tout en songeant à vous, ma beauté blanche !
J'écoute les enfants jaser, et, par moment,
Je vois en pleine mer, passer superbement,
Au-dessus des pigeons du tranquille village,
Quelque navire ailé qui fait un long voyage,
Et fuit sur l'Océan, par tous les vents traqué,
Qui, naguère dormait au port, le long du quai,
Et que n'ont retenu, **** des vagues jalouses,
Ni les pleurs des parents, ni l'effroi des épouses,
Ni le sombre reflet des écueils dans l'eau,
Ni l'importunité des sinistres oiseaux.

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