I move towards you,
But you evade.
Like a rainbow.

There is no you,
Just an idea.
A unicorn.

The slow flash of blue
On a touch screen
That indicates

There's nothing
More to scroll
To.

Stop!
Stop please!
You don't know me!
You don't know what I had to go through!
It's over I conquered the storm!
I'm not scared of your harsh words no more!
I have the victory and the power!

Heard the wind whisper
whispers
Live life a breeze and don't be discouraged"

Had my first breakdown at 14
Felt like I didn't have emotions at 15
Had my first heart break at 16
Had my first betrayal at 17
Felt more powerful at 18

We've only known each other for a couple of days
But you listen to me
You didn't even know me
But you heard me and you care
Its truly my pleasure to share your company

The love you had for me was no longer there
But I kept loving you more
You left my heart in the dark
You told me to get over it
But deep down you pulled me in more

the yellow glow of the rising sun
gives me the gift of renewed hope
and gratitude for my breath and life
today

I ruin things
Say words
That can't be taken back

I **** the spark
As soon as it lights up

I ruin connections
Intentionally
I see the end
Before it Begins

I know I can't handle it
When the End
Actually comes.
With every beautiful beginning
Comes a sad ending.

I need help.