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She just wants
someone to confide in
someone to understand

feeling so alone
she knows
no one wants...

the craziness
she brings -

a nerd, a pagan
a lover of learning
loves a video
in French
even though
she does not know the words

pain pierces her heart
as she knows...
well, she just knows
that something's not right

Sure, she knows
she not anybody
that someone wants

yes, loneliness is
her companion
she was foolish
to think anything else...
11/13/2014
EYES IN THE WOODS

Eyes eyes
eyes in the woods,
eyes eyes
under dark green hoods.

Eyes in the dark
eyes in the light,
eyes shining dim
eyes shining bright.

Eyes filled with fear
eyes coming near
Eyes like twinkling devious
burning flames,
Eyes eyes eyes
they are never the same.

Eyes say yes
eyes say no,
eyes are the portals
from where all imagination flows

Eyes eyes
eyes in the woods
eyes eyes
eyes under dark green hoods.
I need it to be within you, to touch
Your skin, I whispered
Words,
Bickering,
Mesmerized
By what was spoken
I would knock on bones
Three times
"Let"
"Me"
"In"
I wouldn't hurt you
Much, It wasn't my wanting
The anger just took hold
Its cold out here
"Let"
"Me"
"In"
Skin so soft, my touch burns upon
Your nerves
"LEAVE ME ALONE"
"What do you want"
I whisper like a hurricane
In to your soul
The words
"LET"
"ME"
"IN"
I wish to wear you, to be you
But me I'll not hurt you,
I want to be as before
I want to be that which walks the halls
I want to taste your blood on my tounge
I want three words
"L"
  E"
      T"
"M"
       "E"
"I"
"N"
I lose my temper, rage flares
I had thrown you to hard this time
"Damaged flesh puppet"
"No use to me"
I whisper one last thing
"See you soon my plaything"
"Eternity I will play with your strings"
As you scream with last breathes
"******* this door is closed"
"Never To Let You In"
One door closes but many more will I knock
The same question asked **"will you let me in"
 Nov 2014 vague rememberance
rob
as i try and craft my speech i stumble
as it comes out of my mouth i mumble
i fear rejection for i do not think very highly of my self
relatively humble.
oh how nice it'd be to get this girl to smile and fall and tumble
in love. her curly hair
id adore her blue eyes and say i never stop admiring.
hair so pretty,i mean beautiful
prettiful
made eye contact and had to follow.. got to know her name, she was sweet, and i told her, her hair was pretty and beautiful, prettiful.
I think I finally get it
Not like stubbing your toe
Or stepping on Legos
But when people would talk
About butterflies
I've felt them
But they are more like wasps
Because the fact
That you'll never be mine
It stings

Knowing that you like me as a "friend"
Kills me every second
But I wouldn't tell a soul
Because wasps,
Are best left undisturbed
You think you're a lost cause
but you're just stuck in the middle.
Life's been hard since you were little.
I don't know every thing,
but I know it's getting warm outside
and you're going to be fine.

You think you're a cancer
but just wait and see
that you'll heal yourself,
like you helped heal me.
This may sound cliché,
but it's getting warm outside  
and you're going to be fine.
She smells like marmalade
and Christmas trees.
She cuts her heart
where she places her knees.
She smokes in the park,
under the skating skies.
She makes me upset
and sometimes I make her cry.

Over in the dark,
she plays in the snow.
And if she feels cold,
I touch her chest
but I don't know.

Bask in the bark:
our names on a tree.
Carved with the knife
that she swung at me.

She says she's drowning in my ocean,
but I feel no emotion.

Her words suggest our bond
is as strong as a noose.
But she only loved me
when I was something to lose.
Her voice is strained.
Her skin is fair.
Her ******* lay on the countertop.
I **** her until my thoughts stop.

She rejects the notion of love for all,
as she leans against my kitchen wall,
with a cigarette and an unbuttoned blouse-
she wants to be homeless in my house.

She keeps me in her necklace's locket,
and I keep her in the wallet in my pocket.
Her toes kiss the linoleum,
she walks like she's made of helium.

She mumbles that I taste like mint chocolate chip,
as she rubs against my hip.
Her breath smells like Malboro Lights,
and I hope she decides to stay the night.

Milky Ways and Vanilla Cakes,
she likes the way my body shakes,
as we lay and eat our troubles away.
Hurried words slow the day.

She asks me about my stretch marks and scars,
and if I've ever been hit by a car.
And I say no, but I've been hit by love before,
and it feels like getting your hand caught in a door.

Hurried smiles and bathroom stalls,
she likes the way my family never calls.
The words escape between her plump lips,
as my hand travels between her hips.

We move until we forget
that the world is moving faster.
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