The next time I see you
I will ignore you
I will treat you like you've treated me this whole time
I don't need you
So the next time I see you
I won't see anything

I've never met someone with no worries
I've never known someone who's that worthy
Worthy of a peace of mind
Worthy enough to be kind
I guess things just get too blurry

I long for it
I need it
Is it wrong that I can't move on without
those clean swipes across my wrist?
Is it wrong that I enjoy watching
the blood run down my arm?
Is it wrong that the only way I can calm my anger
is by punching a brick wall until I'm lying on the floor holding my hand waiting for the pain to go away?
Not the pain in my hands but the pain in my heart
Is it wrong that when I'm done, I cover it up and go out and act like everything is fine?
I'm tired of acting
Tell me.
Is it wrong that pain is my best friend?

New love
New hopes
New dreams
New hobbies
New habits
New year
I cannot go back and relive my life,
But I can move forward and try to be a better person

Stop looking at your phone
Look up at me, I won't leave you alone
Stop talking to her
You'll just get hurt
As if she cares
And if she dares
To break your heart
You'll know I was right from the start
And I will give her a piece of my mind
And I won't be kind
I don't want to worry about you
But unfortunately, I do
I want to be free
But that's not my cup of tea
I'm done for now
I'll be free somehow
I have some time
To spend with my mind
I would like if you were not there
Because I'm tired of you, I swear

Could you let me sleep in peace
Get out of my head
Get out of my dreams