I always dreamt of this life
a life where I could be the woman I wanted to be
a life full of happiness and laughter
a life that is too good to be true
but still, I feel incomplete
there is a missing puzzle piece
so the question is, where do I find that missing piece?

What should I do?
I love him so much
What should I do?
He‘s hurting me so bad
What should I do?
He makes me cry
What should I do?
He makes me laugh
What should I do?
I need to leave
What should I do?
Somethings holding me back
What should I do?
I hate him so much
What should I do?

Am I suppose to feel anything in particular?
Because the emptiness in me is taking every last bit of my existence.
It makes me cry at night.
And it follows me like a shadow all day long.
And then the day will arrive
Where my emptiness will take over me
And swallow me into a darkness,
Which will be the darkest anything ever could be.

After all this, I'm going to be happy
After all this, I will find my way
After all this, I will come back stronger
After all this, I will start to love everything
After all this, the hate will be gone
After all this, everyone will celebrate
After all this, I will belong to you forever
After all this, life will be better and easier

You are disappointed
You expected to win
You smiled through the pain
You saw how they pointed at you and talked behind your back
You tried your best
It’s okay...
Don’t blame yourself
There is always a time to fail
And a time to succeed

Pain comes
Pain goes
Life remains the same

Today is a new day
a fresh start
breath in
breath out
a new opportunity
Accept that yesterday is gone
Live now
Live today
Live forever