She does not ask me
May I be there
She does not ask me
If I want her
She does not ask me
In the right time
She does not ask me about the day
She is just there
The fear

You feel the waves in you
Friends comes up
Your heart starts beating
Scream
It beats faster
You feel
Joy in you
Tears rise in your eyes
You cry
You feel the moment

The autumn is here
Colorful
Warm
Cold
rain
Warm rain
Cold rain
fog
wetness
The autumn is here

He is there
You notice it in you
The tingling in you
You try to ignore it
You want to overcome it
They think you can do it
He is there
Your cards are bad
You lose
He is there
They lose against the ******
They rub the pain
You're fast.
sweat beads on the forehead
You think redeeming
You think you are driving him away
They will not make it
He is there
The itching is there
Overgrown wounds tear
They are out of control
They will not make it
To fight against him
You do not feel pain
The moment is not there
He is there

Sun
Your radiate on my skin
So warm
So beautiful
I feel you
I love you
I enjoy you

Leave her in your heart casey
Let them into your heart the sunbeams
Every dying person
Live as sunbeam in your heart

He
He is such a friendly being
He is such a nice person
He has a lot of people in him
He has many personalities
He is different
He is different from everyone else
He is lonely
He has friends.
I hope good friends who help him and do not take advantage of him.
He is sad
He is lonely
He is musical
He sings so wonderfully
He is peaceful
He is happy
He he he
I like him very much

Even if we only write.
Even if I write his personalities
I hope he does not forget me

You do not have to be strong and try not to cry
Crying helps and brings you better thinking
Crying brings you salvation and liberation

It's true
she is dead
I'm in the movie
she is dead
I see it in the newspaper
Read your obituary
It is not a movie
she is dead
I feel in a movie
It's true

Where are you casey where are you? Suddenly you're gone.
Have you ever been there .
Where are you casey?
Where are you casey where are you? Suddenly you're gone.  
Have you ever been there !
Where are you casey?
Casey!

It is tomorrow
Smells like freshly brewed.
I feel it
It smells aromatic strong
My coffee

It used to be blue. The pain was there and white with blue flickering through your body. You feel the lightness. And now?
It is a small pink triangle. A micro tablet. It works the same as the white blue. The pain stays and the pain goes.
Everything stays as usual

April
April one time
Too much time
We can't do that
Just wait
Waiting
Wait. The virus has to go
Waiting in quarantine

Last sunbeams put on your body
They long for warmth
They close their eyes and see the summer
Warm and hot
You enjoy the time
They enjoy the last warm rays
They enjoy everything that is missing in summer

A good friend will go. I'm sad about that. They have not said much longer, then they are redeemed. It makes me sad. I can not help her. And what does death do? He does not ask for time and age

All is well
I feel good
Suddenly he said
She is dead
I do not believe it
I had written nine days ago
She is dead
I can not believe it
He interrogated himself
she is dead
I
I
I read
Just read
She is dead my best friend
I'm in shock

You
You feel the inner restlessness
You feel the throb
A long-term
Pain
You feel the beads of sweat on your forehead
They feel hot
You feel the effect
You feel that the tablet finds its destination
You think the pain is gone.
But only briefly
Tomorrow is back and you are waiting for her.
The painkiller

She squeezes her eyes to the tiredness
  and you think you need to sleep, sleep and sleep and then I wake up and I'm tired.

You read it
You want to know what happened
You read it
You can not find an answer
You read it
You ask for the truth
You read it
You feel the beads of sweat
It can not be true
You read it
The newspaper gives you an answer
You read it
Tears run down your cheeks.
You read it
she is dead
Just gone
You read and read
Again and again
Do not understand why
You cry
You read it
You can not find the answer
The answer to the why
Why so early
You cry

******
I could not beat him again
He was too strong
I was too weak
Too weak

early
early
The sun on the horizon
It is cold
It is autumn
You enjoy the warm rays
You're smiling
It is pleasantly warm on the face
It is autumn

You wake up
Your body sweated bathed
The ceiling sticks
On the body
A pinch of air is blowing over your body
Nice cool
You try to remember
You can not do it
Just a dream
What a dream?
A dream
Thankfully over

thoughts
Only you can feel how the other feels
They do not talk to each other
They do not know each other for long
But you feel his thoughts
Thoughts of the soul

It's late
It's late in the evening
You are tired
Tired of the day
You are lying in bed
Your eyes are heavy
You hear the clock tick
The clock beats in time
You are tired
The clock does its job
You are tired
Your eyes are getting heavier
You want to sleep
You are tired
But she works too loud
For a long time you are thinking
Try to sleep
The clock does its job well
Too good
You hang the clock
Can you sleep ?

You have
You felt her
You felt the tablets
You took the risk
You have felt the side effects of the tablets.
You were painless
So short
Too short
A day
You felt good
You cry in you
They do not show it
They are silent in pain
They do not show how you are
I am you
You are me